@CATMANCAM I’m a bit late, but Happy Birthday to you
@acromouse Eh, the summer holidays here are all about the same. Aside from fireworks, parades, picnics, pools, games, and of course, drinking is all typical.
@Lisa-B I’ve had a few bad nights where drinking a NA beer sounded like a good idea, but then I realized it’s pointless. I don’t want to create a new habit that could potentially turn deadly. Overeating isn’t great either, but if that’s what got you to go to bed sober, don’t beat yourself up. Some days are just shit, and the only thing you can do is get thru it however you can. Hope tomorrow is brighter
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Had a nice 4th of July. Some people are definitely still celebrating We had a picnic dinner at my folks with some games. My parents invited my brother’s oldest friend who lives in the neighborhood. Unbeknownst to them, they haven’t been talking much lately. Apparently his drinking has become increasingly worse, but he doesn’t see it as a problem. I haven’t seen him in over a year and was shocked to see such a big beer belly on him bc he’s always been skinny.
I could see that my brother, with over 4 years sober, has been done dealing with this for a while. He was recently blamed him for letting him drive drunk. My brother tried to talk him out of it but “didn’t try hard enough”! I know when I was in that place, absolutely no one was talking me out of anything. A normal person knows better. Which I told my brother.
I’m honestly surprised to see how he thinks of this friend. Almost as if he’s better than him but I can understand. When my bro was at his worst, my drunken self thought “Well, at least I’m not that bad” Years before my own recovery, he’s the reason I know you can’t convince someone to quit. God knows I tried for a whole year before I couldn’t take it anymore. I walked away feeling hopeless and angry. Maybe that’s where he’s at with this friend. Idk. For me, now sober, I don’t harbor any anger like that. I understand exactly how these things need to happen, and it’s out of my hands. Just wish my bro could too.
Hope you all have a great one!