Awe lady, my heart is breaking for u 
Im so sorry ur having to go thru this. Must be extremely painful. Be easy on urself as u go thru this. Im sooo glad ur still sober hugs
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@JazzyS you are such a lovely person! Thank you so much. I feel so dirty and broken but I must fight for my life and for others
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@Sara.eve how hard is to loose a child! All my prayers and support. Speak with him, although his body died he or she is alive in spirit. And I am sure that you will find his/her presence close to you
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Day 100 alcohol free. 1 week since second surgery revision. Past two months have been challenging. No desire to drink and stopped pain opioids. Relying on extra strength ibuprofen now. I am a bit paranoid about pain drugs although that was never an issue. I just don’t want it to be one.
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Day 139. Household life has been extremely busy the last 2 weeks, and I’m pushing through burnout on a work file again today.
If you are on here, and are doing hard things to get by, please know you are in my thoughts, and I appreciate you taking the time to read and post your thoughts in this check in thread.
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Congratulations 139 days. Yes I read your posts and remain positive because of you. I read as much as possible here
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Day 348. Busy one at work. Tomoro is busy too and I’m on call over night
Looking forward to Saturday morning 
Later log in today, mainly just been working. Applied for an online MA, will see if I get on it and if I do, do i want to commit to it. Anyway it’s early in the process
Watching ‘responder’ on BBC. A police drama and it’s set in Liverpool. I’ve seen lots of the streets around where i grew up which is fab (OK it’s not painting Liverpool in some cheery way. But it’s v good viewing) have a fab evening.
Today no urge to drink at all.
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Checking in, 60 sober days under my belt. I remember my last hangover 2 months ago. It was bad.
Today I’m proud of how far I’ve come. I physically feel good. I’m nicer, less moody. I’m a better parent.
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Congratulations on entering the triple digits! Way to go!
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Congratulations on 60 days!!! Thats great work!
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Checking in on day 330. Closing in on 11 months of freedom.
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DAY 
!!! Fantastic!!!
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Awesome work! Congrats on your 60 day milestone!
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Day 614
Time flies guys 
I’m doing good over here 
I finally found a melatonin product that helps me fall asleep faster without giving me.a headache the next day.
Work was good and productive, I had yummie food and already laying in bed at almost 8pm hehe.
That’s quality time
Have a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong 
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Day 69.
Nothing much to report, took a shower.
Prepping my therapist search and that’s about it.
New meds need time to balance in but that’s expected.
Take care everyone.
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Day 128 AfmfA
Still sober, hanging round on the good side 
Busy with job things.
No cravings.
Happy…
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Highlights of my day - Dutch lesson in the morning and 35cm pepperoni pizza just for me in the evening.
All good.
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Checking in day 157 AF 
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@lighter Lovely to hear that you had such an amazing experience. YEAH 1st sober trip 
Hope you are home safe and sound and resting from your adventure
@just_laura Hope that you were able to get a good nights rest and todays lunch crowd was easier. I did read up on why birds may chirp at night and it seems they are frightened or being threatened in some way and the chirping is a cry for help among the animals.
@scorpn Over 600 days and going strong So good to see you Renee. I do hope you have a wonderful vacation and enjoy your time off
@leveller Congrats on your 2 years of no smoking! Keep up the amazing work
@sunny11 Yeah double digits! Love that things are going well – keep going strong
@twizzlers Hope your MRI appointment went well and that you will get the results rather quickly. OOH the tunnels are completed – so lovely! You go on with your bad self! I’m sure the cats are in heaven and having a blast!
@catmancam Ah damn that is shitty for sure – I agree that I would have also checked my messages to see what was up if I was expecting someone to show up. Do not let that BS get you down friend (I know that’s easier said then done). You don’t need that kind of horseshit in your life. That is a full day of anxiety and I’m sorry you had to go through it. You have us and you have your safe soulmates. Hopefully as you heal you will be able to reach out to meet up groups and create more connections. I know many would love to be in your company and have your friendship. Much love dear friend 
@whereswaldo YEAH 80 days is awesomesauce! Keep it going strong
@sara.eve Oh dear Sara I am so very sorry to hear this news. Sending you so much comfort, love and hugs my friend. I wish I had better words to help you at this time. Here if you need a shoulder my friend. Please be gentle with your self and allow for your body and mind to heal and grieve
@bomdhil Thank you Thomas – you are so amazing yourself. Sorry you are feeling this way – no shame in relapsing when you are picking yourself up and working on self betterment. Day 2 my friend. You are doing amazingly well 
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