Checking in daily to maintain focus #67

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Morning friends :star_struck: How is everyone?
Today is a gorgeous day outside. Just getting my son ready for the day and then im off to take the cupcakes to his school for his birthday celebration there. Hes suuuuper excited! After that consists of a light grocery shop and of course the gym. Also doing some prep work for his birthday cake for sunday. Should be a good productive day! Much love to u all :butterfly:

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Wow it’s your sons birthday today :tada::birthday::partying_face:
Happy birthday to him :balloon: and I’m glad it’s a beautiful day today for him :grin:

Have a lovely day together :sunflower:

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Its been hard for me, since my miscarriage last week, I am fighting with myself to not relapse.
I am accepted at school and going back in August, its the only thing that helps me staying sober right now.
I went back to the gym yesterday…but honestly you guys the lost of this baby is really hard and so painful emotionaly and physically…:sob::cry:
I have to hold on, just for today…I know that only time can help…its just really hard right now…love you guys xxx

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Awe thank u friend!! His birthday is actually june 9 but since its a sunday when there is no school, we are doing his bday celebration at school today :slight_smile:

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Awe lady, my heart is breaking for u :broken_heart: Im so sorry ur having to go thru this. Must be extremely painful. Be easy on urself as u go thru this. Im sooo glad ur still sober hugs

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@JazzyS you are such a lovely person! Thank you so much. I feel so dirty and broken but I must fight for my life and for others

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@Sara.eve how hard is to loose a child! All my prayers and support. Speak with him, although his body died he or she is alive in spirit. And I am sure that you will find his/her presence close to you

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Dear @Soberbilly thanks for your words my friend.

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Day 100 alcohol free. 1 week since second surgery revision. Past two months have been challenging. No desire to drink and stopped pain opioids. Relying on extra strength ibuprofen now. I am a bit paranoid about pain drugs although that was never an issue. I just don’t want it to be one.

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Day 139. Household life has been extremely busy the last 2 weeks, and I’m pushing through burnout on a work file again today.

If you are on here, and are doing hard things to get by, please know you are in my thoughts, and I appreciate you taking the time to read and post your thoughts in this check in thread.

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Congratulations 139 days. Yes I read your posts and remain positive because of you. I read as much as possible here

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Day 348. Busy one at work. Tomoro is busy too and I’m on call over night

Looking forward to Saturday morning :slight_smile:
Later log in today, mainly just been working. Applied for an online MA, will see if I get on it and if I do, do i want to commit to it. Anyway it’s early in the process

Watching ā€˜responder’ on BBC. A police drama and it’s set in Liverpool. I’ve seen lots of the streets around where i grew up which is fab (OK it’s not painting Liverpool in some cheery way. But it’s v good viewing) have a fab evening.

Today no urge to drink at all.

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Checking in, 60 sober days under my belt. I remember my last hangover 2 months ago. It was bad.

Today I’m proud of how far I’ve come. I physically feel good. I’m nicer, less moody. I’m a better parent.

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Congratulations on entering the triple digits! Way to go!

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Congratulations on 60 days!!! Thats great work!

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Checking in on day 330. Closing in on 11 months of freedom.:pray::pray::peace_symbol::heart:

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DAY :100:!!! Fantastic!!!
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Awesome work! Congrats on your 60 day milestone!
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Day 614
Time flies guys :open_mouth:
I’m doing good over here :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: I finally found a melatonin product that helps me fall asleep faster without giving me.a headache the next day.
Work was good and productive, I had yummie food and already laying in bed at almost 8pm hehe.
That’s quality time :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
Have a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong :muscle::kissing_heart:

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Day 69.

Nothing much to report, took a shower.
Prepping my therapist search and that’s about it.

New meds need time to balance in but that’s expected.

Take care everyone. :slight_smile:

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