Day 118 of recovery.
Sunday evening check in. Yesterday was a tough day. I was close to slipping up. I was helping a friend move home and clean up and after a few hours I went to the fridge for some cold water and noticed a 6 pack of beer. In a blink of an eye my mind thought it would be a good idea/reward for my hard work. I struggled for a few minutes with the thought but was smart enough to remind myself of the bigger picture. Felt like shit for a while though.
Hope everyone is doing ok.
Itâs been a lil bit since Iâve been on here. Just wanted to check in before I hit the sheets
Meth free 1 year 2 months 11 days
Cigarette free 2 months 11 days
Have a Blessed one you guys! Keep fighting the good fight!!
YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!
Day 100
Going ok- up way too early but ok.
Enjoy your day
Congratulations on 100 days Marie
Congratulations Marie
Thank you TragicF
Thank you Seb
Day One Hundred and Fifty Six AF
Two mows today then my son has some of his best friends in town from BC coming over for dinner tonight.
Should be a nice evening with the boys!
Enjoy your Sunday
Hey all, checking in on day 1456. I hope everybody has a good one!
Day 13
Have a nice day everyone
-V-
âHuman beings have a strong dramatic instinct toward binary thinking, a basic urge to divide things into two distinct groups, with nothing but an empty gap in between. We love to dichotomize. Good versus bad. Heroes versus villains. My country versus the rest. Dividing the world into two distinct sides is simple and intuitive, and also dramatic because it implies conflict, and we do it without thinking, all the time.â
~Hans Rosling
Congratulations on 100 days!!!
Thank you!
Day 72.
Still kicking, still alive.
New meds feeling weird, being calm is an odd feeling lemme tell you.
See ya tomorrow
@acromouse you are so right. Itâs so interesting to watch how others change as the effects of alcohol takes its grip. I will say in past times I would have drank 2-3 times quicker with a higher volume of booze than my sister so I wouldâve become much more drunk & messy and in fairness I probably wouldâve pissed my sister off but last night I wasnât drinking so I was able to track the progress of her change in mood.
Day 163
Stayed with my sister last night, her & her boyfriend got very drunk. I stayed sober ODAAT.
Woke up 10am after a late night & had breakfast with my nephews. My sister got up hungover at 12:30 crawled out of bed, her bf was barely able to get out of bed to say goodbye to me before I left to travel back home.
Currently on a 2 hour bus trip crocheting & feeling wide awake. So many bus trips in my past were I felt I was going to die from being hungover.
I absolutely love the sober life.
Hope youâre all having an amazing sober Sunday
Good job on the triple didgets. Keep going strong
Going places Marie! Big congrats on reaching triple digits!
7y5m25d
Iâm getting ready to sell my old SUV. Itâs been quite the family car and has gone on a lot of adventures. I decided to sell it when Insurance wanted $1277 for 6 months to barely drive it and basically just have it parked in the garage. No way I can justify that. So I have someone coming to take a look at it tomorrow. He was interested in buying it back in October and I decided I wasnât ready. Heâs out of town and Iâm saving it for him to get first look even though I have had people ready to come with cash on hand this weekend to buy it.
The twins are out of school now. I need to go grocery shopping today so there will be a lot of food in the fridge for them when Iâm at work. That and my womenâs meeting at noon today, and getting the downstairs tidied up, will be a full day.
I had a good therapy session last Thursday. I am going to follow it up with another session in two weeks - I usually go 4 weeks in between sessions.
Thank you @JazzyS for always taking the time to read everyoneâs check ins and respond to them. It gave me a little pat on the back to let me know I did ok this week