Love it!!! Congratulations!
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2 ribeyes, 2lbs pepper bacon, 2 pounds sausage and 1 whole chicken please. 
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And what does your husband want for dinner? 
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Apple pie.
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Donāt blame him, yours looks yum! 
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Wanted to save a piece for daughter and he says you will have to make another one. There must be a complement in there somewhere.
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Day 1065 AF
What up, sober fam.
Went to a sweet 16 last night with the wifey. Caught up with some old friends. We didnāt have breakfast that morning, and the wife and I were hungry when we got there. People were boozing left and right. The hunger got me a little thirsty for a second, but I felt fine after a plate. They had sparkling water and soda. Got myself a Kirkland lime. The wifey had only one margarita. Sheās never been much of a drinker. She only drinks on special events. It was a fun night overall. We got to dance for a bit. There were a lot crazy drivers on our way home that night. Iām glad I was fully conscious behind the wheel. I always imagine how shit wouldāve played out if I was drunk. Probably ended up an argument, embrassed myself, or started a fight with someone. Thank god those days are over. We got home and passed out right after. We canāt hang like we used to, lol. I had a strange dream that my wife was drunk and woke up me up and started kissing me. It was weird because I could taste all the alcohol in her mouth, and um, I actually liked it 
. Iām not sure what that was about. Maybe everyoneās alcohol breathes at the party 
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Anyway, Iāve seen a lot of great milestones here. Proud of everyone. Keep pushing. Stay strong. 
Much love to everyone. Love you all. Goodnight!
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@Mno Yes, the thoughtās crossed my mind more and more recently. But I absolutely loved this job for 8 years before the current situation. My longest standing coworkers, the 3 floor managers and the bar manager, agree. Weāre not happy and want change before she runs it into the ground. The bar manager and event coordinator are ready to say āItās her or meā. If that happens, Iām out too bc the place will nosedive to itās death. Weāre planning a sitdown with the GM. Iāll take it from there I guess 
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Usual Sunday. Not too busy, but it was hot during the golf rush 
And the pollen and air quality beat me up. I kept thinking about swimming. Wish I did more of that before all the pools closed 
Getting to bed to start an early day. Happy Monday!
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Anything you want!
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Checking in again, I feel like I needed that longer meditationā¦ āWhat doesnāt kill you makes you strongerā. Iāll need to work on that 
Have a good day or night guys 
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Home! Luna seems to be doing good. Iām fine myself. Itās always nice to sleep in your own bed after being away for a bit. One more week of vacation to go. Will take it easy and play the tourist in my own town some more. Sober and clean.
Have as good a week as you all can friends. Letās make it clean and sober or nothing will come from it. I will. One day at a time for all of us. Pic is from the Dollard and taken by my friend, on the northeast edge of the country. Again we saw some beautiful stuff here. For a small overpopulated flat country thereās still so much good to see and discover. Love.
@Laner Hereās hoping it will be a blessing in disguise and youāll have a sturdy roof that can stand the weather and times very very soon!
@CATMANCAM Just want to hug you friend 
@SoberWalker @Lola I wanna come too!
@HakeemOsman Great running Hakeem!
@Mindofsobermike 10 Months friend. Going places. Keep doing the right thing friend.
@Tomek Hope you and yours are safe my friend. What a mess out there.
@1in8billion I hope youāre analysing what happened friend. So you learn some and wonāt fall for the same trick addiction used this time. In the meantime itās one day at a time for al of us. And never again really is never again. Take care.
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Checking in
I hope everyone has a great Monday
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Feeling sad. Lotās of reasons, main reason being my awareness that I have plenty of friends, but I donāt feel close to anyone. Not a single person. It hurts.
Went for a run today, 2nd day in a row. Tomorrow Iām working the morning shift instead of the night shift (I have to be up in 5 and a half hours and I havent even gotten ready for bed yet 
). The lack of sleep and opposite work schedule is going to make it really difficult to stick with going for a run tomorrow, Iām probably just going to want to pass out when I get home. Then I have to get up the next morning, likely still sleep deprived, to volunteer. It feels like I just canāt win.
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289 days
Last night at work wasnāt to busy so headed to the gym after dropping the kids to school. Then just had a relaxing day at home.
Currently lying on the floor in the kids room playing some songs for them while they go to sleep. Will try not to fall asleep myself haha
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Day 2367. Up before my alarm, ready to start the new job. I guess I am excited. We shall see how it goes.
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Good luck 
. Keep us posted!
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Honesty is a great place to start. Hiding and secrets only make us sick. Can you look back at before the relapse and see any signs or hints? They say a relapse starts way before we think it does.
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Congratulations 
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Have a good one Scott!
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@Laner woah that must have been strong wind 
Iām glad it got trapped so you still have it atleast. I hope it can be repaired asap and at a reasonable price 
@HakeemOsman congrats on your half marathon, thatās an amazing time!
@JazzyS thank you 
š©µ I hope you enjoyed the movie 
@Mindofsobermike congrats on 10 months
@Manpreet welcome congrats on 3 days
@Jules000 good luck with your move 
@1in8billion congrats on your honesty sorry it happened. A long meditation is a good place to sart 
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@Mno hugs back š©µ
@Thirdmonkey good luck!
1497 days no alcohol.
962 days no cocaine.
477 days no vape.
2 days no binge-eating.
Another peaceful morning without shame. 
Today I had a phonecall from the cessation nurse, we agreed to reduce the nicorette mouthspray. Then I have Monday therapy, so after here I need to shower. Then later this evening I have my ADHD assessment.
I hope you all had wonderful sober weekends.
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