thank you so much my friend, your support and understanding means a lot! i stay on here for hours at a time it feels haha, but it’s good to know that i’m welcome here and have yall :] ! i love seein all the love spread here, so thank you again for being here and supporting us all <3 i wish you the best and hope you’re well!
I’ve run outta hearts. You are most welcome and yes - please stay here with us – read and connect with us - we are all in the same boat and know the struggle so can be each other’s champions
So grateful that you found the Gratitude thread as well - that one is my favorite for sure. We can really change our mindset with practicing gratefulness each day
hi friend, thank you so much for your support and understanding :] ! it feels good knowing people care, and it feels good caring about others again. i hope you’re well, my friend, be good to yourself today <3
Congratulations lady!!
Checking in!
Today has been my last day of holidays, tomorrow I’m back at the office! I always enjoy holidays, but without work, I wouldn’t enjoy holidays that much, so going back is just fine! I’m dreading my inbox… but I’ll get that sorted little by little!
The last two days I haven’t done too many things, just the usual stuff; going for my daily walk, listen to audiobooks while cleaning (I really enjoy that! I must be weird!), preparing tuppers for the upcoming week bla bla. All over it’s been a good week, with nice weather! Tomorrow back to my routine!
Peanut, aka Mr. P. Has been accepted by Moka, that’s another step forward!
As of tomorrow they stay alone all day long, so they better get along well!
216 days AF
Checking in sober and keep on going!
Checking in , i think i missed yesterday. Had the day off and to myself. I got a lot accomplished. I took a drive down the valley to the Amish community. Hit some produce stands, small shops and discount grocery store. Stopped by a shoe store to look at some sandals. I was there a few weeks ago and couldn’t decide between two pair and they were getting ready to close, so i just left. Today, both pair were 50 percent off, so i got both!! That worked out nicely. I cleaned out my car, vacuumed, washed and waxed it when i got home. I also started packing and organizing things for vacation and finished up some laundry. It’s been a very productive day. I was just thinking that when i was drinking, a holiday weekend would have been so much different. I would have started drinking Friday after work and been an absolute mess by Monday. I wouldn’t have accomplished anything and would have been sick and hungover for work Tuesday. So glad that’s not my life anymore. Hope everyone is having a great sober day. Gonna fire up the grill and cook some burgers
Checking in on day 456 AFAF.
The weather forecast was dreadful today so I decided to cancel my morning yoga session and climb back into bed after I’d got the kids out to school. It felt so nice listening to the rain outside as I dozed.
I did a tiny bit of tidying today but really I’ve just taken it easy. I didn’t sleep especially well last night, waking after a nightmare at 4am, so I plan to take my meds that help me to sleep tonight.
The forecast is for dry weather tomorrow so I may take my art materials out for some sketching.
ODAAT
@JazzyS what a great phrase is “is ok not being ok” thank you!
Also I read this today and encouraged me
"God gave you a gift of 86,400 seconds today. Have you used one to say ‘thank you’?”
—William Arthur Ward
Checking in day 245 AF
Thank you so much xxx
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Today was a really good day. As I mentioned in previous posts the sober living house I stay at has transition apartments across the street and once you move up the list, current on rent, and have a sponsor your eligible to move over there. Well it happened today!! Someone recently moved out and the house manager asked me to help clean and clear out the apartment so I did and once I finished he came back with the key and said move in it’s all yours not even realizing or getting my hopes up that I was cleaning my new apartment. It doesn’t seem real and I haven’t had my own place in 4 years. Been in and out of hospitals, detox , and homeless lost in my addiction. I guess the hard work is paying off and just because this happened doesn’t mean I let my guard down… it means I work harder and show gratitude to the people who have helped me. Went to the store to load my fridge and get a few things and was able to pay for my everything myself which is a first. And it was cool to have my parents come over to see the place. I still have a lot of work to do but not everything has to get done today. Just relaxing now and reflecting on my progress. Going to hit a meeting in a couple hours then get ready for work tomorrow. Today was good. Today was good because I’m sober. The only way is forward. One day at a time.
It’s not the greatest place in the world but it’s mine. And I’m very grateful
Your garden and view!
Checking in Day97. So I didn’t leave Saturday & head to Texas.I hate to admit it but I just wasn’t mentally ready like I thought. I pushed my plans back but I know I can’t continue to run from this. Right now my desire to leave is less than my fear of the change. I have to shake this off and get it together. Idk. . .Just ODAAT that’s all I can say. Hope all is well with everyone.
Congratulations on your new home!
Thank you
Day 932
I really had such a nice day with the family today. We went to the zoo and spent about 4-5 hours there. Got in over 5000 steps while we looked at all the animals. We even went on the zoo train twice as well as took a ride around the carousel twice. The weather was quite warm tho. Im a bit burnt. I put sunscreen on my son but not myself lol wasnt thinking of course. Came home around 230/3pm. Then hubbt dyed my hair for me. I dyed it a dark brown. Looks nice School is back tmrw for my son which means back to the gym for me and back to routine! Hope everyone is doing well
Going to my 3rd in person AA meeting tonight. Nerves
Congrats on the apartment, bro. I’m happy for ya.
Thanks man!! Very grateful and looking at this as a opportunity to keep moving forward with my life.