Checking in daily to maintain focus #69

  1. Just checking in. Can’t wait to go away next week, though I really hope the weather picks up. :face_with_peeking_eye:. What a very strange week it’s been, it’s so cold at the moment- 14 degrees in my living room this morning! Had to wear big socks and hoodies yesterday…Last week it was hot. What is this?
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Hey all, checking in on day 1551. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Went to work to do prep. There was another part-timer, I used to work at the same place, and we bumped into each other at an English book fair a couple of months ago. He decided to chat to me for about an hour which was pleasant enough, and he may know of some extra work for me, but I really wanted to get on with my prep! Now I will have to rush on other days.
Suddenly got annoyed with my hair and booked a haircut. I haven’t been to the hairdressers since February! So will cut a lot off this time and wait another 6 months!

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Lol…that would be the dream. Before my body went haywire I was looking to convert my garage so I could install an infinity pool. :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:. So happy you did something for yourself. Writing sounds exciting. Hope you are able to sit down and let the words flow. Glad you did connect here today …the need to not want to connect (check in) is a slippery slope. Much love my friend :people_hugging::smiling_face_with_three_hearts::heart:
@JUSTINo lovely catch and wishing you luck with whatever you got going on today
@wahtisnormal sorry friend. All that sounds super frustrating and hard to deal with. Sending you love and hope it gets easier for you
@Alejondra you are most welcome :hugs: how are you doing today?
@Tyland oh I’m sorry the name is triggering in any way
@Lefty624 glad you did post and know we are here for you. You do not have to go through the battle alone :people_hugging:
@Seb yeah 7 months :muscle:t4::muscle:t4::tada::confetti_ball:. Glad you are starting to feel better. Excited to see what pics you are able to capture :heart:

Checking in on Thursday morning
Glad I got in my walk and swim. It was a struggle but now it’s behind me. Have a few doctors appointments today so it should be fun. Nothing else to report…let’s all kick ass for another day!

Wishing everyone a wonderful addiction free day… sending you all so much love :heart: :heart:

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Day 195

Summer is back with a vengeance but I told it it can’t stay past the end of the month :laughing:. I know, I know, that’s way too generous but Fall always comes in October.

I am exhausted, emotionally and physically. Good to be dealing with things head-on. It will all pay off and things will come together. I hate all this uncertainty but it’s going to be ok :white_check_mark:

Lots of love

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Checking in day 178. Awesome to see so many posts here everyday.

Enjoy the last couple days of the week!

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Happy Thursday! Its going to be a warm one (90’sF) today. It beats having to shovel snow haha! I heard something awesome in one of my meetings this week “You can’t stay clean on yesterday’s shower”. Wow! It was a good reminder that I can’t sit back and coast but need to keep moving forward.

Have an awesome day my friends!!

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Congrats on 7 months!

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@Finn thanks, I’ll check it out :blush: the reviews sound promising :crossed_fingers:t2:
@Ncgolfer sending strength 🩵
@Thirdmonkey I hope your interview went well :crossed_fingers:t2::four_leaf_clover:
@JazzyS thank you :blush: 🩵 I hope your doctor’s appointments go well :crossed_fingers:t2::people_hugging:
@Laner I’m so glad things are going well :blush:
@HolySquid congrats on all the 5s :tada:
@Noshame congrats on 16+ months AF :tada:
@Alejondra congrats on 500+ days :tada:
@Tyland heartbreak is very emotional :people_hugging: sending strength 🩵
@Jamoji welcome :blush:

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@Mira_D good luck with your applications :crossed_fingers:t2::four_leaf_clover:
@wahtisnormal sorry you’re dealing with all this :people_hugging: I second Stella’s recommendation of meditation, I find it so helpful most of the time.
@Seb congrats on 7 months :tada:

1493 days no alcohol.
958 days no cocaine.
473 days no vape.
0 days no binge-eating.

I drove to my hometown this morning, posted my SAD lamp off to the manufacturer for repair/replacement, collected my repeat medications, and went to my GP surgery for my testosterone shot.

Came home, gave the cats some attention.

I’ve been listening to the ‘defeat your cravings’ audiobook this afternoon, only two chapters left now.

Time for some meditations :man_in_lotus_position:

🩵

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Checking in, day 66 without booze and weed. Nothing unusual to report, life is steady.

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Congratulations on your two days of sobriety. Hope you enjoyed the meeting. Glad you are here in this group. :blush:

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It is in an hour and a half! Fingers crossed

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Hey dear community, just wanted to say hello. It’s so rainy over here all day long and it’s not going to improve over next several days. I’m personally glad for this, at least for a while, as it was incredibly hot during summer. I had some minor cravings yesterday in the evening, but managed those emotions well. Well, I feel kind of alone and will find and refresh my profile at some dating websites. Like Buffett said in one of his financial statements, or assessment was it, your chances to succesfully find a date rapidly increases if you are a BI :smiling_face: :wink:

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161 days sober
Wow I’m tired! Will keep it short tonight since I’m about to crawl into bed. But another successful but busy day here. My guests did another clinic today. It went well and now we are all tired and ready for a rest. They are supposed to leave tomorrow to go to another village but the road might be too bad because of weather. I’ll have to see how it looks in the morning. I’m so pleased with how well this time has gone and my guests have also said how much they’ve enjoyed this time. I’m hoping for a repeat in the future🙃
Off to bed now!

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Feeling tired and maybe sick, maybe just allergies. I am laying down…in the middle of the day…which I never do so possibly i am coming down with something? So tired of being in this house and cant wait for the job interview next week. Fingers crossed something comes along in the next few weeks.

Feeling crap, and these days happen. So i wanted to check in. I made sure to eat lunch, because being hungry makes me HANGRY and going to day rest because my body is saying to do so. Xo.

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Day 1363,

Gonna end the relationship, sobriety gives me the opportunity to do it in a loving way (hopefully). I need to re-focus on myself :pray:

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Day 226

A photo made of me took me to mental hell.
Not out yet.

Hugz (if ok)

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Checking in :wave:t2:
Feeling tired today, I want to get back to doing some sports, I think that’ll give me more energy.
I’ve been lazy lately… ever since I hurt my shoulder. But there’s plenty of things I can do without using my shoulder! Excuses!!
Work was ok, busy but ok to handle.
I’m craving food lately, and I can feel my ED getting a bit out of hand. Hmmm… need to focus and work more on myself! :roll_eyes:
Right now I’m chilling on my terrace, the weather is changing, soon autumn will be here, no more couch terrace sessions! :confused:
Take care everyone!

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Feel better soon!

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