Emotional or mentally im not doing great.
But physically im safe.
Just working through this as best i can.
Waiting for the day that things will actually be ok “full time”
One day…maybe
All i can do is love on my kids and stay sober… one day at a time
@mxelle 9’s my favorite number too sister Great job!
622
A rainy morning brought in a warm front, which turned into a beautiful day I napped with the rain(definitely needed it), then enjoyed spending all evening with my daughter. Good day
I got invited to a job interview so that’s good. Otherwise not much to say. Not much positive anyway. Although it could be much worse. I’m sober and clean which of course is a huge positive. Gives me the possibility to have as good a day as I can. So let’s all do just that OK? Love.
@Dolse71 Big congrats on 1500 friend. ODAAT @Scorpn Quitting smoking is a tough one but you’re doing it. It’s a sign of self love. Keep extending that love for yourself. Slowly but steadily. Big hugs
I’m sorry for what you’re going through I’ve been to narcissistic hell myself.
I waited far too long for that day to come. It came the day he moved out of my life(9 months after breaking up with him ) Some advice that helped me…read up on narcissism. What they want. How to react(or not react) to them. Anything to give you an upper hand. You don’t have to play their games Please take care of yourself
Day 3 again, I’ve been trying to drink in a controlled manner for the last few months. I didn’t make it, of course. My problem is not to stop after 1 bottle of wine. Which is of course far too much and I can clearly feel it. But that I have to drink a bottle of wine every day. Like a compulsion. I’m not a binge drinker, but I’m definitely a regular drinker. I also lost track at parties or other events and got really drunk a few times.
If you start drinking there’s an opt in thread area called ‘Seeking Help’ to post in if you’re under the influence. You opt in to use it. Others opt in to see it.
Welcome back Joyce. It’s really good to see you. And congrats on reaching day 3, that’s endlessly better than drinking a bottle of wine a day. Which, btw, in the longer run will turn into much more than that. Been there done that. So let’s do this sober thing now. Together
Hormonally not good. This isn’t the thread for that, so I’ll spare you. I’m not in a good mood today and probably for five more days, so I’ll spare you. I’m angry and pissed off today. Angry at myself and the world.