I’m sorry that you are going through this. I can completely relate and know how hard it is to push through with so much pain. Alcohol will not help at ALL! You know this to be true. It will only add to health issues and make everything worse. If I’m honest…I would drink to numb the pain but really I’m the pain was still there …it was my desire to live or feel that went away. I just didn’t care as much.
Hope you have a wonderful day my friend and hope the pain eased for you 
Thank You Jazzy appreciate the kind words you’re the best have a great Sunday. 
Congratulations ! Wow! 365 days is a year in my view!
Huge congratulations on 14 days my friend! 
He’s bleping! 
Congratulations on 11 months.
Me too! I agree!
Congratulations on 90 days!
@MrMoustache 2 weeks no weed is terrific. Stay strong. Going back to day 1 is the worst thing you can do
Day 21. Solo morning and early afternoon with my daughter. My wife and I had the worst argument of our seven year relationship this morning. We’re not getting along well together lately.
What a terrible time of year for this. Oh well. Onward and upwards; I can just do my best and control what I can control. See you later, at the end of the day. Peace and strength to you.
Thank you, my friend! Indeed, getting back to smoking would be horrible. I don’t ever wanna feel the withdrawals again, how it messes up my brain chemistry.
Thank u. Had three difficult social events in a row and couldnt manage the third one… just ran out of steam and any ability to not say something daft so i didnt say anything
Today ive just kept to myself… roll on bed time and some end to this day 
Thanks so much @JazzyS I really appreciate it! Hope you are able to get some rest after your Thanksgiving festivities 
and thanks a bunch @Butterflymoonwoman hope your son feels better soon!! He’s lucky to have sucha caring mamabear. Glad you could take the day to car3 for him xx
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Goodnighty 
That little tip of the tongue out is just too cute 
Chwcking in frpm the beginning of the xmas whirlwind 
Off t a friends, and its funny how I get overwhelmed by the energy of 4 kids LOL just had supper and about to head to town for the Santa parade in our town then we’ll see if my little guy makes it to fireworks We have his headphones he wears while mowing so hopefully that helps his ears. I am feeling STIMULATED and theres another famoly we are meeting there and the other son is A LOT so i am going to take some deep breaths LOL
XO EVERYONE AND happy sober day.
Day 64
It’s my actual birthday and I woke up blessed. I was treated to a lovely brunch meal with friends and his fam at a smalltown, historic hotel. The meal was amazing and the sites at the hotel were breathtaking. I am blessed to see another year and be surrounded by good company.
@PositiveThoughts sorry to hear of how your day started. Hopefully you two were able to turn things around. Working hard, little sleep and a toddler at home can be very stressful. . Great work on your 3 weeks 
@Timetochange 3 social events in a row would have me chomping at the bit .smart move on taking a break today and just resting. Hope you are refreshed and recharged tomorrow 
@JP123 thanks love…I’m still resting and recharging. Blessed that I have the time and ability to do so
@Mira_D deep breaths my friend. I do hope that it’s not too overwhelming and you are able to have a fantastic time 
@Philipwithonel oooh happy birthday 
a wonderful treat …hope you enjoyed your special day!
Happy big 3-0, @Philipwithonel 
All joking aside, many happy returns and I hope you have/had a marvellous day with friends and loved ones 
