Honest!!! Unless I know that a good number is coming up (and I didn’t), I only look when my husband asks what day I’m on. I looked and it was per the screenshot. I took it immediately as I thought it would change any second.
Someone or something was looking out for this numbnut
Oh boy, that is always dis-spiriting. Have you thought about looking for something else?
Even if you don’t go, sometimes interviewing will give you a sense of security and hope.
Just take it one day at a time and you’ll see those days, weeks and months too, ODAAT. Don’t loose hope and don’t debase yourself. Sending you positivity vibes, strength and hugs.
Blessings and sobriety!
Day 41 done. It was a shit day, pretty much from start to finish. It culminated with me accidentally dumping an entire mug of boiling tea all over myself, so in addition to dealing defeated by work troubled, I feel incompetent at home, too. The tea went everywhere, and now I’ve got some pain in my arm to deal with.
Typically me but I have to take this both one day at a time and look at longer ahead too. Like now I know I will make it through this day sober and clean, I know a drink or whatever would not help me in anyway to make it through this day. And at the same time I need to make some plans, plan ahead, see some good things in my future. I need both. And I need this site, filled with all these struggling surviving advancing living beautiful people. You’re all so inspiring this morning and I thank you so much! Keep going please. it’s worth the struggle. Have a great day all! Sober and clean. Love form Amsterdam.
Good morning everyone checking in on day 132. Full of energy. It’s stormy here. We just had the orcane Sabine passing by… Wishing you all a happy sober Tuesday
It’s the most important day of all Aimee!! Welcome 🙋
You are struggeling hard @KevinesKay. White knuckeling or not, you are still doing it. Do you have something else (like a plan B) that you can do as a stress relief instead of your doc?
@anon35096624 Funny fact: that same storm is named Chiara in my country. I’ve heared it’s called Sabrina in Germany because a sponsor paid a lot of money for it to called it after his daughter? In the Netherland, United Kingdom, Ireland, ets it’s Chiara. Still stormy here too.
Day 512
More people sick in my team. So working extra again. I think when I would still be drinking I would have massive axiety by now
But I’m clear and sober so I manage this!
Seeing the ear specialist today. Still hearing bad, so have to check them out. Nothing serious I guess. My right ear is in bad condition all of my life. So that’s my “normal”.
Day 353. We discussed intention of thought in meditation last night. The idea being that without true intention behind our thoughts, actions, ideas, words they are largely meaningless. It got me thinking about all the times I said I would quit and didn’t. Why I failed. And why it stuck this time. If it’s because I now have the right intention, where did this intention come from? Can we create/force this intention or does it have to occur naturally? A lot to ponder on today.