Checking in daily to maintain focus #8

Hailstrom · February 15, 2020, 9:11pm

Cold Cave and Drab Majesty!! Very jealous. And good luck with the record shopping, as in, good luck not spending a fortune

KevinesKay · February 15, 2020, 10:46pm

Got to check in, day 74

Winchester · February 15, 2020, 10:55pm

4 months sober today.

Hopeful777 · February 15, 2020, 10:56pm

Hi all checking in on day 26… catching up on post… hope you all had a good Saturday

Hopeful777 · February 15, 2020, 11:05pm

Strong post🙏

Hopeful777 · February 15, 2020, 11:24pm

Well done sounds a good day

anon89892515 · February 15, 2020, 11:29pm

Thanks, took me a second, it will be the first thing I do this morning!

anon84416494 · February 16, 2020, 12:36am

Oh many

Desire2ChangeToday · February 16, 2020, 12:57am

Victory.

Lisa07 · February 16, 2020, 2:42am

Woo hoo! Congrats on 4 months! Stay strong and keep up the hard work, it’s paying off.

C_8 · February 16, 2020, 3:34am

Hope you’re ok James

ifs · February 16, 2020, 3:54am

Day 468. I woke up feeling a bit better this morning, though I’m once again ending the day on a low. I’m still getting used to the change in my meds, and I’ve got other things bringing up difficult emotions this weekend as well. Likely nothing I won’t get over quickly, though. Just gotta take each wave as it comes. Thanks everyone for your support.

C_8 · February 16, 2020, 4:25am

Oooooh!!! Love, love the numbers!!! … and, Congratulations!!

Nvbookthief · February 16, 2020, 4:47am

Day 66! Today was okay, I had a break from work and school so that was nice.

Mno · February 16, 2020, 5:53am

Just woke up and felt happy to be able to go back to sleep while in fact It was 5 minutes for my alarm. At least I didn’t get rudely awakened by said alarm right. Was dreaming a complicated dream involving different cats I was trying to keep pleased, my friend I’m afraid of losing, having my darkest secret revealed (which isn’t even that dark but it’s the power I gave to it 45 years ago), me going on a 3 day holiday that consists of 2 days of traveling.
The crisis between my friend and me doesn’t get any better, instead it seems to evolve in the direction of a split. I’m trying but I can’t understand my own feelings let alone hers. Yesterday ended us bing mean to each other. We never did that in 20 years of friendship. I feel drained an defeated. I need to work on myself but I’m afraid while doing so I lose everything I hold dear. Which is my friend. I ditched the other ones I love long ago.
I did feel a crave after leaving my friend’s place yesterday but it went away soon. If I’d drink now I’d drink myself to death I know. I’m not ready for death. So on I go. Sorry for this incoherent mess. Have a good sober and clean day all. Love from Amsterdam.

Positrix · February 16, 2020, 6:09am

Day 36 (Alcohol) and Day 4 (Weed). The past few days were bad but today is better. I do not feel as anxious and agitated as before. The small day to day decisions and challenges tend to get blown out of proportion. I keep reminding myself how I got here. Alcohol and weed will only prolong the inevitable. I cannot go back. I have nothing to go back to.

Sean2 · February 16, 2020, 6:20am

Thanks you as well (:

Sean2 · February 16, 2020, 6:21am

Appreciate it. Yeah was it was hard in the beginning well its still early sobriety but before i couldnt last a week

Hazy · February 16, 2020, 6:30am

Cat wakes me up at stupid o clock on my day off , today is day 12,gotta finish packing for skiing trip tomorrow and get house straight… gonna get some more zzzz first

bikethief · February 16, 2020, 7:07am

Day 229 today! First day in a while that i don’t have any plans. Next week will be one of the busiest weeks since I got clean. And probably one of the toughest. I think that I’ll just rest today and watch some movies.
Hope you all have a great Sunday