Checking in daily to maintain focus #81

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Awesome Kevin!

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Here in England we legitimately call those ā€˜easy peelers’ or satsumas or clementines. They always come around this time of year. I love them, because sometimes you need a pneumatic drill to get into a standard (seville, naval) orange.

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I’m in for a horrible day for things I posted publicly. Aunts and friends are scheduling times to speak to me. This is my worst nightmare. Worse than the withdrawals that I had a couple days ago. I have publicly shamed myself and family.

I did it, I must suffer the consequences of my actions. I must be a man, I own it. I did it.

I have quit the public eye, my YouTube career has ended. The stress of the bright lights, I can’t handle. There are more important things to me in life than whatever the hell I have going on.

Enjoy the day everyone

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Hope your feeling better!

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Congrats! Thats awesome!

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I have been there done that numerous times. I didnt youtube yet. Facebook was mine. I quit using facebook for numorous reasons. Cringy drunk post memories were one of them.

I can laugh about it now. I hope you can too one day.

My last drunk was horrific for everyone involved. I laugh about it now too. In all honesty there was nothing funny about it.

It did teach me a valuable lesson about my condition. It made me able to fully concede to my innermost self that I am alcoholic which has lead to 2206 days in a row without a drink.

It was worth all the embarassment I brought upon myelf to get here.

I thought I could find an easier softer way.

Glad your here!

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@JasonFisher have you seen this? Cheers. These B.C. wolves figured out how to pull up crab traps to get food | CBC News

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Everything loves seafood. I hope they get some crab! Thanks for sharing! I hadnt seen this.

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Day 1, no weed. I probably should open up. I dont know where to even start.

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That’s cutie patootie, calling them cutie. Personally, the humble mango defeats my knife skills every time. I have no idea who or how they cut them up so beautiful and NICELY like shiny little dice for the snack packs. Mine always ends up like blobs of unwanted pumpkin in yellow sticky juice smashed across a chopping board. I always suggest we use our mangoes for a salsa, and it’s not because I love salsa. The pomegranate is a conundrum and a fierce joy.

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1821… No Alcohol
117… No Lust

If you know, you know.

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@Lucalds Oh thank you for the recommendation. I have been also getting into Forrest Yoga a bit. She’s a very interesting soul. 83 days is awesome. Look at all the amazing progress you have made. I love reading your shares as I can relate in many ways and learn so much with you. Thank you

@Marit So happy to see you and Flynn enjoying each others company. I swear he’s smiling in that photo.

@Jesile I am the same way. If I start getting in chill mode good luck getting me to workout. I always relax better after a good burn anyhow lol.

@Leveller 80 Days flying by…. So happy to see you and Alfie got to decompress together after your long days

@nordique 1984 days! (Good year too!) Nearly at the 2000 mark… inspired for sure Keep up the stellar work

@KevinesKay ONE YEAR! Yessssss!

@sk213 I am happy to see you return. Accountability is key to making it through the crap we’ve done. We need to be most accountable to ourselves. Only YOU know what YOU need to do to live a better life.

Good Morning (or evening) TS family. Checking in on another cold one here. Oh yeah… DAY 90! I made it! I got my desk yesterday and I am way too happy about it. I finally have an area to do my stuff outside of my quiet room. A lovely compliment was receiving my first diamond painting. I love being able to zone into something like that. I was up quite late but I made it through sober and content. Hell of a lot better than 91 days ago.

Light & Love ALL​:star::black_heart:

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Congratulations on day 90 woop :bouquet::confetti_ball::tada::two_hearts:

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Congratulations on 90 days!!! :collision: :collision: :collision:

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What do I know, or don’t know, that you know, or do you know, that some know but others dont know? #justtryingtobeintheknow

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We loaded the boat with more gear yesterday. Its amazing how much this ship carries.

I think we are loading the rest today. My morale is good. My focus to stay clean and sober is strong!:flexed_biceps:

Crew morale seems good. Cap seems happy.

I’ve been catching zoom AA meetings in the evening. Participating here. Ive been thanking the universe much more than usual. My gratitude for being alive is really strong.

Grateful to be grateful!

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90 days! Cograts! :flexed_biceps:

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121 days THC free!! And 36 days MO free! I ended up cancelling that interview this morning. It just didn’t feel like a good fit and I’m glad that I did because I seems that I’ll be going to Puerto Rico in a few days for my birthday! I won’t be able to make that trip if I start a new job! So, I’m excited about that! I’ll spend my 50th with family :two_hearts::two_hearts:. I woke up with an awful headache but it’s making it’s way out thanks to a couple of Tylenol. My AA meeting is about to start. I’m just taking it easy the rest of the day!

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Wednesday morning check in. It’s been quite a week. Today will be my 3rd day of solo parenting in a row. Day 3 of my 5-day caffeine detox.
Feeling a bit sluggish this morning, but trying to remember to stay on my front foot and pushing through tasks progressively.

Enjoy the rest of your sober day!

Early-afternoon edit: will reach out to my accountability buddy after work; I need to overkill my sober strategy for this evening.

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