Aww! Feel better Ariel. Lots of rest and fluids. 
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Get well soon Ariel. Healing positive thoughts your way lady.
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Neti pots kick ass too, if you havenāt tried one already.
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Wow, thatās quite a haul! I trust the perp is currently in custody?
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Made it from funeral and wake without alcoholā¦just about to go into na meeting 
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still day 125, just spent 3 hrs stood at a bar with my old drinking buddies, not hiding in the corner or sat at a table, leaning on the bar like the old days, we never used to leave the bar bc we only had to come back again, I had a lovely time catching up, yes they gave me all the sober jokes but Iām home and unscathed from the experience.
Thanks for being exactly where I needed you to be. Life goes on as normal.
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Thatās annoying,1 month and almost 2 days equates to 30.83 days!!..sounds less!
I might change it back to months!.lol.
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Well done, arenāt we a pair of heroās.
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Hahahaha!.er not meā¦20 odd years of being an addict alcoholic compared just 30 days straight is a ratio Iām looking at todayā¦not heroic at all ,yetā¦
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I disagree with you Iām sorry. Iāve got evidence above that says we are heroās, donāt underestimate yourself.
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Nervous and moody all the time.Hear you!!! Itās rough because with debt, the relief is far from immediate and that is so stressful. We are literally forced to be patient, and it sucks. Know that you are currently doing everything in your power to recoup. If you keep it up, and stick with sobriety and doing the right thing, youāll get to see the rewards. I have a bad habit of sticking stress in my back pocket and ignoring it. This is one where, you kinda have to do that. Pay what you can, if you canāt, there is literally nothing you can do about it until you can. Iām babbling, but I think you get what I mean.
I love watching your journey and itās ok and normal to have shitty moments. Youāre killing it
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Putting my tools learned in sobriety to the test today with the realisation that Lady might not get better and the possibility of a tough decision to make round the corner.
Feeling the feelings, remembering that nothing is certain, taking it one day at a time and trying not to get caught up in things I canāt change.
We had a nice potter this morning with sunshine, blue skies and the birds singing. Grateful for that, and to be present to appreciate it.
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All my love to you and Lady today. 
that puppers.
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OMG @Dolse71 I was like what is this milling, but went with it. I wrote āmillā myself 
Howās the funeral? Did you go yet? Hanging in there?
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Day 3 here! Today nervous, but still alive . Thanks you all
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Thanks, your right I am proud, I feel like a child whoās going hey look at me but I was proper panicking last night, I had a drinking dream and a nightmare, my Mrs Laura said I woke her up crying in my sleep. not only did I have a drinking dream I woke up and had a craving so I went to the fridge and had a can of beer only to find out I hadnāt actually woke up, I was still dreaming, what a head fcuk.
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