So sorry you’re struggling @Here.I.am and I can imagine how hard it is to be away from your family at the moment. Sending you positive thoughts and strength to persevere! I know it’s hard but you can do hard things. We know this! Hugs 
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Day 179.18
So close to 6mths I can taste it. I won’t give up now. Suffering from the Daylight Savings Time nonsense today at work. Just taking it one day at a time. Keep going sober warriors. We can do it together!
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I’m so proud of you and you know why, bc you have done what I couldn’t and that has took some doing. Your a wonderful woman and deserve every day of it. 
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Glad you are here. Dont give up and never let anyone treat you less than you deserve to be treated.
I have about 2.5 hours to kill before I board my next plane. I am choosing to spend that time alternating between reading posts here and reading the book I brought with me. I will not drink at this airport.
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Taking a time out from TS for a while, but I’ll be back. I’m ok, just need to focus on other stuff a bit more 
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Sliding through day 3 like a boss 
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but you are TS, you’ve always been here, wtf is happening to the universe. Don’t be too long that’s all I gotta say.
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I totally understanding you needing a break. We’ll miss you Claudia. Best of luck!! 
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You’ll be missed but I totally understand needing a break. Take care of yourself and hope to see you back eventually. You are such a light on this forum!
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Thanks dear friend. The journey isn’t over. Today is the day that matters the most. Hang with me & we’ll go far together.
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We will be here upon your return Claudia, see you on the other side! 
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Well done for putting it back!!! I’m so proud of you! I’ve been struggling today as well, I’m glad that I don’t have alcohol in my house but it’s taking all my will power not to go out. We’ve got this
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Checking in 
still feeling emotional but all is well.
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stay strong, emotions will be all over the place at the moment so sit and watch them. I often look at myself from the outside to see if I’m acting normal or not. 
Most of the time im better off ignoring myself and finding something better to do or think?
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are you in UK.
Thanks bro! Lets do this😊
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62 days
So, I owe amends to my mom. I was taking her inventory and dancing around with a whole bunch of my character defects. Been wanting to avoid the amends and just live in a place of justifiable resentment. The big book doesn’t say shit about that if you’re interested. Whether or not the resentments can be explained logically, it still leads us to drink/drug/act out.
Reading The Four Agreements. I was certainly not impeccable with my word. I was being self serving and righteous. I was just all around wrong. There’s no sense in spewing that garbage and calling it recovery.
I’m not perfect about making love and tolerance my code, but I’m learning a hell of a lot. Someday I might just find that elusive emotional sobriety.
Call me out if I drift into drama again please 
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Day 251! I usually write here during my morning routine but today have been kind of strange. Luckily when I go to bed I go through how my day has been and what I’ve done and I remembered that I never wrote. Better late than never. I would feel bad if I woke up tomorrow and realized I didn’t write.
Hope you all had a great day! 
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