Poor quality army cookhouse food, it is astonishing how much oil one piece of fish can absorb, work incredibly hard all day on the lowest possible level of nutrition (not the chefs fault they can only cook what they are given)
Poor leadership, the boss goes last he doesnt deprive others of a unique opportunity to please himself.
People who dominate the planning of a task, completly balls it up then expect me to fix it for them.
Lazy people who decide not to deliver on their promises resulting in me not having the kit i need to deliver to my maximum
Thank you Dan. (or are you being ironic?) Sometimes I’m not so sure. Whether it’s in fact good or if I will even be able to still do it. But it’s also the only way I know and I do want to love.
Still processing the same monstrous and some smaller heartbreaks. Not jumping around. Just been a lot of betrayal. Partners friends lovers “sober” ppl.
Learning Why I love with such abandon and being hit w a lot of pain when the bill comes, cos it does come, has been a real bitch of a school mistress. But still here. And still loving.
No irony at all - you are so much more courageous than I ever was with heartbreak. Courage is based on faith that things are going to be ok, so that is strong in you as well!
at least on a conscious level, I gotta say I don’t have that faith going on for me, I feel quite desperate a lot (tho much less than in the past). but I can see how from a more abstracted view, love itself is a force of positivity and possibility and I am clinging fast to that. love might well be more important to me than for some others.
thank you for saying these nice things about me.
to stay on topic. FRO today can: the fear of financial ruin and actual financial ruin.
@HoofHearted@JazzyS Sorry that happened, Dan. I wish just showing up daily was all it took.
Just an FYI about trust levels and how to maintain regular status: Discourse Trust Levels
Busy days that end up feeling like I couldn’t cross anything off my to-do list can FRO! At least the day isn’t over yet, but the hours are clicking by…
Fuck that guy. You deserve someone who likes you back and who likes you for you. Wave to him as you cruise on by on your way to better people. Sending hugs though, heart stuff stinks.
I don’t know much about you but I do know that you are a good kind soul who is struggling to make their life better. If he isn’t going to mirror or help you with those things, good riddance.
