It’s another Saturday morning and I’m grateful to be sober!
I’m grateful this week is over. Parts of it were hard. But that is how life is sometimes. I am grateful that I am finally figuring that out and maybe I’m not as fast to overreact to over correct. Let it be.
Im grateful that I mostly like my work. Im grateful that I get the weekends away from it and that I can see the light at the end of the career tunnel. Just a few more years.
I’m grateful to be healthy and ablle to work long days and sleep well. Rest is really quite amazing. The older I get, and maybe slightly smarter, the more I can identify that rest would help my mood.
I’m grateful for the mild and beautiful weather we have had. I’m starting to avoid the news cycle of terrible weather events in other parts of the world, terrible war events, and the insanity that is the American election. However, I was also raised and educated to believe it is my responsibility to follow all that. Ugh. This is something to consider for my mental health. Always a work in progress.
I’m grateful for some people in my life who have expressed that they have learned some things from me. In separate incidents this week I have had people close to me say out loud that they value things they have learned from me. Being a teacher at heart, this brings me joy.
Of course I’ve also had some people make it clear to me this week that they are not interested in learning or accepting support from me, even in the professional work we do together. (Ahhhh, to be a second year teacher again with a sense of false confidence and a fear of finding out that we are never done in this line of work! ;).
I’m grateful for this cup of coffee and the visits of my pets to my lap while trying to think about my gratitude.
I am grateful for my brother , who continues to work hard on his sobriety and recovery, and who was able to have a hard conversation with our mother last week. I’m grateful that he is present in our lives and is able to truly be a model to me of persistence and humility. We are doing this work together with our sister to get so much of our family dysfunction behind us. It ends with us.
I wish you all a peaceful and enjoyable Saturday and a hope that your journey brings you some peace.