Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #7

AWE thanks Dazerfriend - so grateful for you and our friendship. Thank you :pray: :heart:

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This morning, I am simply grateful for life.
Grateful I awoke to come to work.
Some people are physically incapable of doing so. I am grateful I CAN.

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  • Grateful my good mood got a little funky so I could come to TS and reset. So many things and people can possibly be such a drag on you, but it’s a choice! My mind is no one else’s. Stand guard :guardsman: :blush:
  • Grateful I am seeing what matters and what doesn’t. I’m in an area that is uptight, angry, competitive- it’s a boomtown and that boom is fading fast. Suddenly there are layoffs, budget cuts, no one can afford a home…the place isn’t nearly as cool as advertised. It’s painful being sold a dream that isn’t real. Marketing hype. People who were suffering elsewhere made the leap. Traffic is horrific and there is no public option. And now we again wonder about blackouts. Reality is setting in. So when someone is hostile to me, I need to remember. I’m not struggling, I am fortunate. It’s not about me. Compassion.
  • Grateful I can make my home elsewhere. I no longer have any ties or obligations here. I’m fortunate that I lived years in cheaper times where you could save more.
  • Grateful for the excitement I feel when I research my next home in the Southwest US. I won’t rush, because I’m focused on where I’m going, not where I’m coming from. When I was drinking I always wanted out, and never had a solid plan. It was just ā€˜run!!’
  • Grateful for a kitchen full of easy eats for a hot summer
  • Grateful for air conditioning!! And no power alerts today
  • Grateful for your understanding and support. I can’t say it enough, you’ve saved my life! I’m isolated but have your support. Means the world.
  • 114 days alcohol-free. :heart:
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I’m grateful for this picture @Dazercat . Made me smile so big.

I’m grateful for a float in the pool on a hot, hot Sunday afternoon.

I’m grateful for a wonderful SMART meeting today, and I’m grateful that I finally got over my social anxiety enough to speak at it.

Grateful for you all sharing your stories, and for being here. šŸ«¶šŸ»

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I am grateful for

-My kitty girls adorable sneezing fits (I think we have some of the same allergies :sneezing_face:)
-Feeling confident today
-The understanding customers, whose soups I completely forgot to bring before their sandwiches :upside_down_face:
-Being able to laugh at myself when I make mistakes
-Not stressing too much when I realized the money I transferred from my bank account to my credit card via app is missing
-My daughter playing at a friend’s so I was able to lie down and rest after work
-Tomorrow being the last full day of school (happy to have 1 last afternoon to myself, as well as begin the summer with my daughter)
-My cycle starting so my pms symptoms were relieved
-Being able to tell my cat was going to puke before he even started so I could get him off the carpet
-My 12yo car that has never let me down (grateful everyday for that :pray:)
-Being able to turn the AC off and open the windows for the night
-Having this time to catch up around here
-All you wonderful people I can share my journey with
-A day off tomorrow :sparkles:

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I am grateful to be back in the city. I was lonely in the countryside, as beautiful as it was and as much as I also enjoyed the time out. I am grateful I am aware of the underlying cause and am ready to do something about it. I am grateful I am no longer covering it with alcohol. I am grateful I stopped by at my little patch of garden and brought home tons and tons of salad and red beet. It’s healing to see things grow. I am grateful for change.

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Today i am greatful for…

No hangover monday
Laughs with hubby
Sharing my experience, strength, and hope
Boscoe cuddles
Pool time yesterday
Casual dress at work
A new week full of opportunity
The 12 step promises
Hot coffee
Sunshine
Comfortable in my highwaisted bikini

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An eight hour sleep
My health
Fresh water
Bear being the funniest little cat in the world, he’s a goof!
Love :heartbeat:

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Mooooondayyyyy :dizzy_face:
I’m grateful I’m sober :pray:
The night was crappy, old boy miowing and irritating, bigfoot puking and me cleaning up twice, me having weird dreams.
I’m grateful I opened the windows at 2 a.m. and closed them at 8 to keep it cool. I’m grateful I caught 3 hours of uninterrupted restful sleep in the cool morning air.

I’m grateful I take it easy during this dammed heat. I stayed indoor all day, blinds closed. The only way to avoid summer depression for me. I’m grateful I did chores and cooked a wonderful meal, green beans and lamb chop in tomato sauce with rice, both heavily flavoured with herbs, chilli and garlic. Heaven in a pot :yum:

I’m grateful for my old boy cuddling up to me. He seems to feel better than yesterday.

I’m grateful one of the people I asked for help will come over on friday. Mounting lamps! I’m happy. Making the farmhouse even more nice & comfy. No, the finances with the ex are still not settled and I don’t give a shit. Focussing on me and my life and living ODAAT.

I’m grateful after I felt angry and stuck for days or weeks (?), the house and me are becoming clean, tidy and organized again.

I’m grateful I appreciate all the work I do, babysteps, routines, working hard, taking it easy, thingking, doing, reflecting, starting again, going back to basics, picking up where I lost track, every day is a little step towards the best life I’ve ever had. I’m grateful it is already a good life :pray:

I’m so tired I might fall asleep way before bedtime and that’s purrfectly ok as the old boy still cuddles between my legs like a relaxed fluffball. I’m grateful for cats, friends, reading and the reclusive life I live. I’m grateful I give myself the ME time I need and don’t force me to do things I don’t feel comfortable with. I’m grateful I treat myself kindly. Problems can wait. ODAAT

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Today I am especially grateful for:

  • summer
  • starting with ideas for digital prototypes for my current game
  • my work
  • looking for this work my whole life, being so desperate to find it, and so depressed for not knowing what it is, and finally finding it late in my life
  • good food
  • the long and extensive talk I had with my ex, first steps towards healing, however this might look
  • my daughter having a really good work day
  • a short bike ride just for the fun of it
  • getting stuff done
  • having this space of kind and mindful awareness available in moments of difficult mood swings and uncomfortable situations
  • being ok with my eating and the crazy cravings my hormonal changes sometimes bring with them
  • relaxing Yin Yoga
  • the day coming to an end on a really good note
  • Recovery Dharma meeting I am looking forward to
  • this day

Sleep tight sober friends :night_with_stars:

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I’m grateful for good sleep. These past 4 days have been lazy, maybe I needed that.
I’m grateful for a great staycation. I’m also grateful that I know I should have gone on the trip. Next time.
I’m grateful I no longer drink.
I’m grateful for one last day off before I’m back to the grind.

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I am grateful I was an hour and 20 mins early for my chiro appointment, ooops. I am grateful that I get to watch highschool grads have fun at the beach on one of their last days of school. I am grateful for the time to write out my gratitude.

I am grateful for Temple Grandin and the books she has written. I am grateful for her knowledge and perspective of Autism and the guidance she can offer to parents like me.

I never wanted kids, I knew how much children taught a parent and I was convinced I knew all I needed to know. I had requested in my late 20’ s to have my tubes tied, the Dr refused, he said i was too young. Fast forward about 4 years and I wanted to get clean from meth, the only way I could even consider not putting dope in my body was if i was doing it for someone else, so I got pregnant. (Addicts often have the worst ideas in active addiction) I am grateful that by the grace of god I was able to stay off drugs and have a clean baby. It was truly a miracle. Anyways where I am going with this is that… I am grateful that my kiddo chose me. This child that I have has taught me so, so much. I am grateful that I found a boatload of humility as soon as I looked into her eyes. I fell into them, she is so wise. I am grateful for everything we teach each other and I am looking forward to everything I will get to learn from her in the years to come.

Congrats on everyone’s cleantime. :partying_face:

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I can understand and appreciate this @diamonster. Grateful you popped in, grateful you didn’t disappear in silence. You know we will be here if/ when you want to visit :heart:

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Grateful to plant out my pumpkin seedlings into my new raised bed. I’m looking forward to growing rhubarb and gooseberries and potatoes and who knows what else.
Grateful for an afternoon pottering around the garden, there’s so much to do, I don’t know where to start.
I’m grateful for online meditations and morning stretch routines, a nicer way to start my day than mindlessly reading on my phone.

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Sorry to see you go but I totally understand the need to protect your sobriety and mental health.

We will be here for you if you ever need to reach out. Wishing you the best in your journey.

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  • I am sad. Hate it. It hits me every single year at this time: summer. It’s hard to stay motivated. But in mid-August it disappears. The days are too long, combined with high heat/humidity and I’m cooped up indoors too much. So the grateful part is, it will end in August! I don’t have to drink over it. Just try to make it bearable.
  • I have air conditioning! Really good unit. And if it fails I can go to a hotel until it’s repaired.
  • Medicine for muscle spasms.
  • Great food.
  • I have 115 days sober
  • My friends here. It is not easy.
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I’m glad I saw this. @diamonster wishing you a happy life, a healthy life, with unexpected beauty in it. I’m grateful for you. Grateful for the opportunity to know you, you have spread lots of good, just being yourself.
You will be missed, and you will be thought about in good ways. You are cared for. Best wishes and many thanks.

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Sorry to not see you here in the future. May you find peace and contentment!

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Today I am grateful for

-Waking up sober, next to my cat
-Spontaneous motivation to organize random things for a while this morning
-Finding some brand new summer dresses I forgot I bought on clearance last year
-Figuring out that my money isn’t missing
-Thinking to save a little unmixed hair dye last time so I could touch up my hairline and eyebrows in between colorings without spending money :wink:
-Seeing my exes little brother, who was in a bad place when I saw him last year, doing really well. Says he’s been clean from pills and vaping, and started running every day :+1: He looked happy :blush:
-Not feeling obligated to clean on my day off
-Accepting my house as is during the busy season
-Tomorrow being the last day of school
-Not having to worry about homework getting done…for a while
-Feeling like I’m gonna get a good nights sleep

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I am grateful today

To get nails done
To have help with chores (message from doctor to stay off feet few more weeks)
To have energy for bookkeeping work
My cat Woody
For my husband who proclaimed he is an eternal optimist

Silly me I had no idea. Haha

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