Hello good morning friends, I decided to change, today I start earlier because I am having problems at work for being late, honestly I am very sleepy and I have a hard time getting out of bed, I usually do this list at night after my exercise routine to which I just got back on that too.
Today I am grateful to open my eyes, and to be clean, without a hangover and not wanting to die, with a little laziness, but changing that laziness for goodwill helps me grow.
Today I am grateful for giving my self-esteem time to take care of my body in a healthy way and do physical exercise, understanding that it is part of that affection that I give myself for taking care of the house that my crazy mind inhabits and not for vanity, well a little because I do not enter in the work uniform HAHAHA.
Today I am grateful for the love of my parents, because they are alive and I can tell them that I love them, without shame, without guilt, without resentment, looking into their eyes.
Today I am grateful to improve the relationship with my younger brother, teaching him how to design plans for sanitary facilities, and he can work with me, today improving our relationship is an amendment that I owe him.
Today I am grateful for realizing that I need to change more and feel encouraged to do so that there are habits and character defects that harm me, that make me neurotic, obsessive, last night in my meeting of steps I remembered that I must give up, that I must stop fight with the world with others, the surrender is with myself and that stubborn and obsessive head that refuses to let go,
Today I am grateful for feeling good about my recovery,
Today I am grateful to have a plate on the table and to have chosen something healthy to eat.
today I am grateful for having a commitment to myself and my higher power to value being alive and receive life as a gift of love, to be serene by his love and empowered to live life as it is. Today I want to be alive and I am very grateful for that,
Today I am grateful for not isolating myself from people for not believing that I am alone, for forcing me to speak what hurts me, my insecurities, my fears, my frustrations, my shortcomings and having friends who listen to me and do not judge me.
Today just for today, it’s a great day I haven’t used and I don’t feel like I need to use.
thank you have a good day or a good night hugs to the heart.
PD: I apologize if the writing is not good I speak Spanish and google translator does its job like this.
I want so much for them to have peace of mind…
. I’m grateful I’m sober and it is soooo much easier to just let people be and not be judgmental and bitch and complain. I love them no matter what. But there is a dynamic when you live with people in close quarters for a week. It’s just much nicer and easier for me when I’m sober. Even if they all drink.
