My high (yesterday, it’s almost 6 am) was my home inspection went well.
My low was I woke up super late and was almost late to work which in turn made my anxiety really high because of the home inspection.
Beautiful river!!!
Daily high: listening to Stevie Nicks all day at work
Daily low: having an old man show me, unsolicited and unwarranted, pictures of his naked ass at work… um, you wish.
Your low, his high. It all balances out. Sorry that happened to you.
Haha true!
I was like… can we talk about consent?!
So gross.
Wednesday high: had a blast with some friends tonight playing music.
Wednesday low: very emotionally draining day. Actually considered a liquor run on my way home.
High today being out in the sunshine working! Low today having equipment issues at work! But I got thru it clean and sober!!
Hey everybody … it’s Thursday!
Low: Feeling emotionally exposed as a result of my first counseling session this morning.
High: I literally spilled every single nasty detail about my life to another human being in-person today and got ZERO judgement. That felt amazing. I just wish I had more people like that in my life.
Friday Low: Slept horribly last night, so getting up early was a bit of a disaster this morning.
Friday High: I rested most of the day. Aside from going to the gym, I did nothing, and it was everything I thought it could be
Saturday night in the US…
Low: slept like crap again last night, mainly because I have a lot of anger and hostility in my heart about some things.
High: jumped on the zoom call today. It was nice to put some faces with names and even hear some voices. Loving this community more and more all the time.
High: my glycemia
Low: i was reaching out to someone who got it wrong, know i don’t know. Accept, let got, and repeat.
My low today is that I woke with a hideous hangover after celebrating a 6 year olds birthday. Embarrassed is an understatement.
My high today is I got to spend the day with just children on a beautiful sunny day.
High: some genuine smiles on my little afternoon hike.
Low f** low: twisted my ankle on that hike.
Sunday’s highs and lows…
Low: feeling very unstable and afraid today. Having to focus very hard on “one day at a time.”
High: finished a side hustle project I’ve been working on.
Daily high - A nice lunch out with SO, my adult son and his girlfriend and her parents who we recently became friends with.
Daily low - Underlying anxiety and shame about relapsing on Thursday and Friday.
Daily High - One of my dearest friends got married
Daily Low - Relapsed yesterday out of anger with another friend.
The week was rough, but I’m praying this week is better.
My high for the day was working out doing 2 zoom meetings and sharing some of my issues. My low today was feeling alittle lazy.
High today doing yard work sober didn’t have a low