Your story was told in a jokey manner, trying to elicit from its readers not compassion but the laughing along at your … “antics”. Amongst a bunch of sober folks, this isn’t going to go down too well, no one’s going to find this story funny, especially since you’re so early on in your sobriety. It comes off not as self-ironic, but glorifying. I guess the differences are subtle but perceivable to folks.
You will however find a lot of recourses and ppl sharing their stories here, so that you may learn and educate yourself, connect and empathise with ppl who’ve gone through what you’re attempting to do.
Here are some recources: Resources for our recovery
Here’s our very active (and sometimes funny) check-in thread: Checking in daily to maintain focus #57
One thing that you’ll hear again and again is: look for the similarities, not the differences. We all have our stories here, a plethora of diagnoses and undiagnosed burdens, mental and physical, common and uncommon traumas. Everyone in recovery needs to learn to bear and like their own, uniquely fucked up self. We’re all doing tha there and you can fit right in.
Welcome.