i want to throw procrastination in the bin. and that Iām tired. I want to throw that too.
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Resentment - resentment towards people who go to AA meetings and tell me the problem with AA then use their share to tell me what the book should say and what we should do instead. If I could have found another way I promise you I would not have turned up on the steps of my local AA meeting desperate for an answer and some help finding it. If I could find another way I could have saved myself the embarrassment of falling to my knees in a church praying to a god who I didnāt believe in for help I didnāt deserve.
Iām very happy for any alcoholic with any amount of sobriety but donāt try and re invent the wheel
and over complicate things, get on an aeroplane instead because if your anything like me what your really searching for is the simplest and quickest way to get to your destination and instead of living with your head in the clouds look at the view from above them and enjoy the beauty that is your journey.
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Drama is going in the bin today. Iām not going to allow people to suck me in. I expect better from my recovery network.
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Self-pity and hopelessness getting tossed today.
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some family resentment, why is it the people we love the most also annoy us the most.
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Haha, good question, Paul! Is it because we love them the most 
my family drive me frikin crazy like no one else can, bless them
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Today Iāve been carrying inadequacy, feelings of being undesirable fat and ugly, the fear of relapse, the fear of getting help {scheduled for Wed to tell my psychologist whatās happening and to finally get help}, the fear of relapse, feeling āotheredā, anger, a short temper, beligerince, lust, disappointment, hurt from being alone, fortune-telling, and just not being 100%, but Iāll give myself some slack as Iām still detoxing from my DOC {day 3}.
Get in the bin and stay there; yāall aināt my friends!
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Day 3 is a bitch, your doing amazing BTW., 
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Thank you for your post. 
Iām 7 days, 14 hours, 8 minutes, 13 seconds sober, and counting!
I havenāt understood what pride felt like for over a year. I remember now, and I really like it - I feel empowered.
I see my therapist tomorrow {lots of emotions there} and finally get help. I have hope in this Endless, bitter war.
Today Iām carrying hurt, embarrassment, repulsion, {sigh}, feeling on edge and simultaneously tired, a higher pain level than Iād like, lust and the lack of romantic relationships {too much work and drama, aināt nobody got time for that, but it still makes me feel down that I donāt have that and donāt intend to}, inadequacy from being completely unattractive to people I fancy, and hurt from so many years of mean people in the hookup apps.
Thereās more, but Iām selectively forgetting.
Take care everyone, and thank you for dumping your spam with us today!
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Self centered, jealousy,resentment, false pride, anger.
Sounds bad doesnāt it but the difference is that now I am able to see these flaws in my character I can immediately choose to dissolve them and replace them with happy thoughts. Acceptance, consideration, selfless, tolerance and brotherly love.
Now aināt that a better day already 
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Performance reviews.
What a load of balsh.
All it is, is a massive source of anxiety. And those who are best at talking themselves up will get rewarded
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I want to throw nervousness in the bin. And that banal things stress me these days for no reason 
ODAAT, from minute to minute.
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Procrastination. In the bin with it and moving myself to some chores. There we goš
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Anger fear and resentment are going in.
Iāll trade all 3 for faith - everythingās going to be OK.
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Donāt know what is a matter just woke up really angry with no patience - this needs to go straight away.
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Iām grumpy and want to strike this annoying fasten colleague who wonāt shut up when we eat our soup in silence right in her disrespectful, pompous face.
And Iām jealous my husband has a good time at the neighbourās because thereās a power blackout due to the storm. I want too!
In the bin with it.
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Feeling nervous and get myself on the nervs In the bin with it!
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greed, laziness, self pity. Donāt need these today so in the bin they go.
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