Oh boy, I napped all afternoon ā¦ read a bit, nap, cuddle cats, nap ā¦
So my plan for the rest of the day is this
I think it is more common than most people think to have worsening depression in the summer. All that pressure to be outside living it up is tough on my depressed brain. This is the summer that I conquer that voice of sadness. 
You make me giggle every time 
This was my version of season depression when I lived in the desert. Summers were brutal and it was very hard for me.
Iām really focused on depression these days. Quitting alcohol gave me such a mood boost and Iām pretty sure if I can just listen and do some friendly hand to hand sparring with this occasional depression I will be unstoppable.
Did you get any sleep Rosa?
I got good sleep the night before last. It saved me. Last night not so much but I feel okay at the moment and might get a nap in before my guests arrive.
Maybe its a happy anxious insomnia. I get that way before something exciting sometimes. Have a great weekend with good people.
The original is actually a gif with a jaunty sea song but unfortunately it doesnāt translate to TS
Aw man! Iāll have to find it. I am a huge sponge bob fan btw lol
Hahaha youāre so optimistic 
but Iām sure it will be a lovely time. Thanks chica.
Iām faking most of that. 
Donāt tell anyone.
If you get nervous just yell āI donāt drink anymoreā then everyone will be nervous. 
That made me lol for realz 
As part of my day off plan I stopped by to see my sister. She was holding a patio chair for me that I was half done spray painting. We are very similar except she is still actively drinking.
About 10 seconds after arrival I realized she had been drinking. She was angry at her boyfriend so we talked through a lot of that. My go to emotion was sadness hers is anger. My go to coping method was drinking hers still is.
It makes me very grateful that I no longer drink when I see people I love drunk. It felt like I had all the self awareness in the world back then when in fact I was hiding. I felt tough back then but I bet I looked so scared. I am so grateful to be in my semi clean home with a clear head and iced tea and a sandwich in front of me instead of oblivion.
Im all outta hearts! 
im freezing my spending for the weekend. Granted i bought all things we āneedā but it was alot of money for one day! Groceries, more dinner plates, size smaller clothes (4 shirts, 2 capris)ā¦lots of moneyā¦erg
@moderators how many hearts do i get for 24hrs?
In bed at 7:30. Massage actually triggered a worse headache. FML.
I think the moderators @ only works in PM context. I asked the others for the number of likes. I only found number of 50/day when you are abouve TL 0. But this seems a general default setting for discourse.
So your trust level is 3. In trust level 1 you have 125 which then is multiplied by 2. So so can like 250 times per 24 hrs . 
Thanks for the response @anon74766472 i guess i just need to be more stingey with my love lol
First one on the friday thread today!!!
Folks, what are you doing on your sober friday?
I was up early, did some office work and started mowing the hiiiiiigh lawn at my mumās house. Enjoyed the loooooong shower afterwards, leftovers for lunch and itās couch & cats for the rest of the day. I love comfy fridays 
My miows love it too 