Welcome to the TS forum Kass.
My drug of choice is alcohol so I don’t have any experience to share with you on that subject.
But this is a great clean and sober forum to get and give support. I know for a fact you are not alone. As a matter of fact I believe just recently 2 or 3 people joined in on this forum with an addiction to coke.
Here’s one thread someone just started.
If you go up to the magnifying glass 
on the top right you can search cocaine or whatever you’re looking for.
This place has kept me sober and along with my gratitude practice are my 2 strongest tools in my recovery. Have a good read around. Join in when you’re comfortable.
Here are two good threads to start:
I hope to see you around.
