Welcome Sara.
I’m sorry for the circumstances that have brought you here. But so glad you found us. This is a great sober community and actively participating on this forum has been key to my sobriety.
Congratulations on your 5 days. That’s some great work you put in to get yourself here. Have a good read around. Here’s a couple of threads if you like.
We don’t have the power to make anyone drink. Just like no one has the power to keep us from drinking. If someone wants to drink that is 
their/our decision.
My son is bipolar. He is coming up on 11 years sober. Once he quit drinking and stayed on his meds he got his life back and is now a wonderful sober father. He still stays in touch with his therapist and psychiatrist for med checks. But he’s pretty much leading a normal life and I have a gorgeous granddaughter now.
Have a good read around. Join in when you’re willing. There are lots for kind friendly people here just trying to not pic up that first drink or drug of choice. If you got any questions just ask. We were all new once.
Hope to see you around.
