What now … I did this every day every day. It is the time I do not know how much I don’t know the number now Sorry I am trying daily from the past year every day. I try and fail daily. It is very difficult now I feel that my mind is stronger than me
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I realized this too. I realized that I can’t do it with willpower. I need help.
Talking Sober (this social space) is a helpful place; there are also helpful groups (and books and podcasts) here:
Welcome to Talking Sober! 
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sorru for my very bad english. im. not english but im try to get. support from beautiful people like this community
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thank you so much!
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What country are you from? (If you don’t mind me asking)
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I know how you are feeling my friend, I was there, trying to stop drinking and relapsing… but we are here now, we are safe… please stay here, stay connected, xxx
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Do not stop trying!
There is hope so do not stop trying. So many people have made it.
Find your higer power, your Good.
Find your people, people that know what you are feeling.
Find them in AA or NA. The only requrement there is that you want to stop using.
You can do this.
DJ
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It sounds that whatever you have been trying for over a year is simply not enough to get sober and get into recovery. Sounds like you need to take it up a few gears.
Pick three resources, meetings or this place daily should be amongst them, truly work through some books ans podcasts, then pick new ones.
Surround yourself w recovery content and ppl in recovery 24/7 and rebuild that connection w yourself. Work on what you are drinking at, to escape from or “help with” in your life. Identify, then begin to change these things.
Best of luck.
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As suggested try AA might help wish you well
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I second the suggestion of AA. If you are trying and failing ever day, I’d suggest looking up your local AA meetings and if you can going to a meeting everyday, maybe even twice a day if you need it! It’s good to keep you on track and give you a community of people going through a similar thing who can support you!
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