That happens. That motherf*cker is a liar. He’s like that sneaky person who talks all the seemingly good stuff and makes it look so good and makes you blind to the way this car is rusty, and the odometer is rolled back, and the wheels are bald, and the engine’s on its last legs…
This car (alcohol) is woorthlessss 
Find yourself a safe place to be where you can share the thoughts and get it out of your head. That voice in the head is the hard part. Get it out and you’ll see it’s separate from you, it is not a part of you.
Share here, share on checkin maybe
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Kick that lying asshole to the curb. You are in charge, not him. 