Guess I’ve gotten lucky for the last 15 years. But yea I usually am just gettin started when on the tractor. It’s after I put the tractor up sittin in the shop for the next 3 or 4 hours that was the problem
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I’m glad you haven’t been injured. A tough way to learn a lesson… but a lesson would be learned if you had a drunken run-in with heavy duty equipment. But you didn’t. And never have to again. Like me getting behind the wheel of a car. Never have to do that again. Ever.
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Pretty sure I’ve done it all. Been very lucky.
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Reading this thread for the first time. Somebody just now liked this pic of mine I posted in 2019, a month into my sobriety. Pic is from 2013 I think. Goddamned lucky all that happened was what you see. Could have been my death too, cycling home from my local plastered. Not the only time. Never again. I’m very glad you’re here with us Zach. Together we can do this.
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My buddy dad died on a Harley drunk. Never got to see his 4 granddaughters.
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I say lucky. Also halfway smart most of the time. I always ubered and rarely drove after ever drinking. But I did hang out on the middle of 100 acres and ride all kind of other stuff lol. So yea I’ve been lucky I reckon. Been lucky with my health more than anything.
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Me too. Lucky with my health. It will run out though. No question.
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Seeing this picture makes me so thankful that I wasn’t injured during my wreck. And even MORE thankful that I didn’t hurt anyone else in the process (physically at least).
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Man struggling a little today. Wanting to have fun on this Thursday. Letting thoughts creep back into my head. Little devil trying to convince me it’s alright
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That happens. That motherf*cker is a liar. He’s like that sneaky person who talks all the seemingly good stuff and makes it look so good and makes you blind to the way this car is rusty, and the odometer is rolled back, and the wheels are bald, and the engine’s on its last legs…
This car (alcohol) is woorthlessss 
Find yourself a safe place to be where you can share the thoughts and get it out of your head. That voice in the head is the hard part. Get it out and you’ll see it’s separate from you, it is not a part of you.
Share here, share on checkin maybe
Checking in daily to maintain focus #41
Share in a sobriety group online - there’s groups 24 hours a day and a group is always a safe sober place Online meeting resources
Kick that lying asshole to the curb. You are in charge, not him. 
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I have a rule that helps me:
You’re allowed to do anything that’s safe and legal, to stay sober.
Cancel plans? Yes. Eat cake for dinner? Yes. Go to an amusement park and ride rollercoasters? Yes. It’s all fair game. The one priority, is to stay healthy and clean. 
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Zach, play the tape forward. What would this “fun” look like? What would happen? And what would happen afterward? How would you feel tomorrow if you drank tonight?
Think of Tomorrow Zach. How can you do right by that guy? He deserves a good day tomorrow.
You can do this.
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Appreciate it guys. I’m not gonna give in. It wouldn’t be worth it. About 3 pm to 6 is the toughest time a day for me. Wish I could just go to sleep and wake up tomorrow morning.
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Yes. I think I will have a chocolate milkshake. (I had one last night too) lol
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Matt you are the sober time ninja. And I appreciate that
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Sounds delicious 
Maybe share here? Milkshakes are definitely a food 
Foodies Unite #4 (trigger warning food) DON’T GO BACON MY HEART!
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What’s going to hard also is in 2 weeks I have a week beach trip…. Boy that’s gonna be the test. Hopefully strong enough by then
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What would happen if you didn’t go on the trip?
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It’s paid for sooooo I guess lose a couple grand
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Then 3 weeks after that I have a business conference at another beach.
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