Hi there, welcome back.
what are you doing to work on your recovery despite just not drinking? cos that is not enough for long time sobriety, wouldn’t be for any alkie.
pick a few resources and stick with them. then a few more, then a few more. surround yourself with recovery and find out what you are drinking AT.
also, read as much as you can on here. there is so much to soak up and learn from those who have been where you are.
best of luck!