This to was my first love and dude im telling you right now its hitting me like a ton of bricks i dont know how im going move forward but we got this ! Stay strong . .
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I keep trying to post but I keep erasing it. Because I want TO GET MAD AT HER. Sorry, the Latina comes out and I want to get angry. I feel like everyone here is my family and I want to go get my homegirls and justā¦okay Iāll stop. Anger is not productive right? I know Iām not as supportive as everyone else and maybe I have been hurt too many times myself butā¦you need someone who appreciates you! Kinda like we do!!! So keep your head up. Be strong. We got your back.
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Hey J; thinking of you tonight. I hope your as well as you can beā¦
Iāll talk to you tomorrow.
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Iāve lost the love of my life. I just wish them the best and try to move on. Not everyone we love is meant to stay in our lives, itās a difficult reality to accept that I struggle with often. We can love them from a distance, wish them well, and keep our hearts open for another chance at love.
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Is this to me ?
No, it was for trucker jā¦
How are you doing?
O hahhaha. Iām okay up and down felt like good so far today just riding the emotions how are u today?
Good; Iām going to sleep soon, have to get to work early tomorrow. Iām doing a favor for someoneā¦Iām not an early riser by nature, lol
Good on you sleep well peace and much love
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Thank you Donnaā¤ it really means alot well after talking to her some more uh yeaaa she went behind my back and passed that line you dont come back from and i would be a fool to ever think of getting back with her i know who iam and this all will take time i cry at random times i see a couple i think of me and her i see this i think of us and right now its a rollercoaster of emotions but ill be ok i will be OK ( breathe in breathe out) time to move forward and focus on myself .
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Itās something you can do J, itās going to be hard but you are so strong.
Youāll get on the other side of this.
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Definitly 
thank you so much for being with me in this difficult time in my life i really appreciate it
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Cringey as hell
Good morning Colin; J is here for sobriety and he is going through something that mightāve pushed him back into drinking. Letās be kind; heās our brother here just as you are. 
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Ok am sorry maybe too harsh a came here share experiences of drink and drugs and how to stay clean this is a story a read in the paper. Sorry lads there plenty fish in the sea she obviously wasnāt the oneā¦her loss and again am sorry being harsh
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From what I read, the love of your life was whatever you were addicted to. Was that way for me, I valued booze over everything, including my wifeā¦ honestly she shouldnāt have stuck around but Iām thankful she did. Sheās an alcoholic too, so maybe she gets it more than someone who isnāt, I donāt know.
Had I not focused on me, and gotten sober, I wouldnāt be nearing 1000 days sober, we wouldnāt be together, Iād have a criminal record.
First things first man, get and stay sober. Thereās over 7 billion people on the planet, I can say with some certainty that you will find love again and when you do, you can be sober and be your authentic self.
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Iām so glad you and your wife stuck around for each other, sometimes battling through the tough times do show our real strengths. No one is perfect and we all have a history that we like to put behind us. Iām happy you both are able to move forward to a better future 
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After 13 years married my wife decided this drunk should move out and a week later her boyfriend moved in and two weeks later i went to AA havnt spoke or seen her for over 34 years now still sober married the lovely Sheila 26 years now two big sons , its hard but can be done she has made a choice so you make one stay sober get on with your life
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Letās not forget that @Bryce1 started this thread under the emotional support tag, also @Cloyboy89. You can avoid those threads if thatās a problem.
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