My Journey to Recovery From Porn and Masturbation

Day 6 sober from Masturbation

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You have a nice streak of check ins. How about you post on the daily check in thread?

This is the longest and oldest thread on TS, and I found posting my streak here very rewarding and beneficial.

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I need help I’m about to relapse sad

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I relapse to porn, masturbation, sexting, phone sexting, dating apps, triggering messages

For the Porn it was weird because it absolutely disgust me I wanted to puck

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I’m day 1 sober from masturbation

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Keep trying! :flexed_biceps::100:

Day 2 sober from Masturbation

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I was close to relapsing today anyone for a quick outreach call or text

Day 3 sober from Masturbation

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Congrats! I relapsed yesterday. I almost had 50 days and I’m back to one. It happens, but I’m not giving up! Hang in there

This is my first week keeping track of the days I’m clean. I’ve broken up my family for this damn addiction, which I’m determined to change for an addiction to appreciating the simple things in life and all the good things it has in store for us. I want to be well and I imagine myself already having my first year clean of not consuming any material that has done me so much harm, but I continue praying and meditating to be as focused as possible.

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Congrats on your first week clean :flexed_biceps:

Love what you said about appreciating the little things in life. In my sobriety I’ve found a much greater appreciation for nature - cold, crisp mornings, birds tweeting, butterflies, all good sh1t that I didn’t pay much attention to pre-recovery.

Try not to focus too much on big milestones ahead, take it one day at a time and let the milestones come to you.

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That’s how it will be. I really want to move on to the next stage, which has been hard for me, because I had things easier. As a result, it’s been quite good. But I’ve seen the relapse as easy. I don’t want anything easy anymore. I want to appreciate the process and my improvement.

So after day 3 I relapse to dating app and fantasy and try to call random girls then I lost money to random girl who promise to come over which I don’t recommend you give money to any internet girl,

Later in the evening I still relapse to the same dating app and fantasy and calling random girls

I am lost and this is the height of it I’m lost of energy because I gave it to masturbation and I wasted quality time scrolling through dating apps and calling random girls

pray for me, to go through my routine this morning is a problem I’m just weak and lost of motivation

Day 0 to masturbation

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I’m recommitting to this

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My recovery streak so far

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Day 2 sober from Masturbation

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Day 3 sober from Masturbation

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Day 4 sober from masturbation

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