@Smedley448 hey nick! Welcome back to sobriety. I understand. Ok was sober for 2 years and then thought something like im older I’ll be in Control now. 
and I was for a time. Then 7 years later I’m killing myself not so slowly… Drowning in vodka every single day. So I found this place identified and removed triggers and surrounded myself with people that have my back. I pick up a phone instead of a bottle. Theres always someone to remind me why its a terrible idea.
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Thanks, it’s not easy is it?
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No but it does get easier… I’m 60+ days this time and even with a hellish life right now I dont think about drinking often. A couple times a week and I come straight here or call a sober buddy and the moment passes as quickly as it came.
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Makes me glad to see you around and sober Nick. You know, for me life in general isn’t easy. Being sober has given me the chance to make it better though. It’s work, and hard work at that at times. But it’s working. One day at a time. Keep going friend. You’re doing good. .
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Thanks means a lot
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68 days today, I’m rocking it. Good mood today, good luck to all the suffering out there
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Today I’m struggling, I am totally pissed off. No one is listening to me, feel let down right now, I’m still sober but situations like this are not helpful
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Drink lots of water…
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68…well now 76(?) days. Doing great. Frustration is not only part of recovery at times, but life, too. Hang in there!
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Still struggling with depression, no urges to drink tho, some days I can’t be arsed with this stuff, I feel like a failure
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That’s a big one Nick, big congrats! You’re doing it!
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Thankyou I will beat this
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Oh yaaaay congratulations 
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110 days for me, sober for life now. I can see Xmas being difficult, never gone a Xmas without drink but I WILL do it this time
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That’s a long way away yet. I find getting too caught up in thoughts about the future puts my head in a spin. That’s why we take it one day at a time 
You’re here today and you’re doing it!
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Fantastic! Great news, well done 
How are you feeling at the moment?
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Excellent work Nick! Big congrats friend, keep going.
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I’m ok actually thanks, feeling good
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