Hi and welcome! Another former binge drinker here, there are quite a few of us. I never called myself an alcoholic either but that isn’t really the important bit. We’re all here cos we want to be sober, regardless of where we are starting from 
This is a good place to start for some helpful threads and to navigate the forum -
I have also added a ‘binge drinking’ tag to your post, click it and you will find other posts with the tag, some recent and some older, with lots of useful info.
Read around and I am sure you will find lots you can relate to! 
