In bare recognition 
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Today i walked by a strangerā¦ The stranger Saw me being sad i guess but he turned and stad hĆØ had a vision. There was a Snake arround my throat he sawā¦
Hiā¦ Whatās your name he said and then told me about it.
He wanted/offered to pray for me becouse he felt that freedom was uppon me to have a share inā¦
It wasnt the 1st time i got exactly the same wordsā¦
I let him,
I was moved by the kindness and effort, and i trusted a stranger in a weird moment.
Im tired today.
Little Sketchupy feelings , Sweet but with a catch.
In 1 week i wander on back home i think
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Symbolic Meaning:
It is believed that the snake around Shivaās neck represents the endless cycle of birth, death, and rebirth. Snakes shed their skin when the old skin is outgrown, regularly during their lifetime. This symbolically represents the cycle of birth, death, and rebirth.
You are going through a rebirth, perhaps!
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What hĆØ said !!! Thnxx 4 explaining bruv
Rebirth it Will be
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Lost feeling in another finger,
Sick of rehabilitation and my boss offered to pick me up in a couple days
The greeve changed to anger and violent thoughts towards nidwids whoāre annoying my Wat of mind thinkingā¦
Keep up Joost !!! Almost there
Love yaāll
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Oh no! Will that feeling come back? Or is the nerve damage permanent?
In the hand itās mostly difficult to heal. Its Just like the upper and left backside of the finger ā¦
Time Will Tell.
But im feeling great.
Getting home soon to my Princess 
Sup Over there my dear friend?
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Just got phone from the travel agency cheap tickets, indeed what a cheap m************.
I change the date of my travel and afterwards tried to get the new flight times. It has been a process of months and en and the only thing they did you send me a link the give me the old flight details not the New one.
Then suddenly at 0-100 in the night you received an email while sleeping that youāll have to be in Amsterdam within 5 hours to get your flight.
Thatās not possible from the position where I live in Holland. I even had a premium insurance from over ā¬100 but that s*** didnāt Mather.
Because I booked the insurance on the side of cheap tickets itās not valid to claim any costs and this was my vacation I was looking out for before Iām going to be operated. I should have went there at the 26th till the 7th of next month but I guess Iām just screwed. It really bugs my day and I know itās only money but if you donāt have much of it itās kind of annoying. I saved up for that s*** for a long time. And because of all the uncertainties it might or might not be the last chance I get an vacationā¦ Not to be dramatic and all but the rehab will be long and I donāt know how Iām coming out of next one. So today just really sucks and I feel abandoned by the ticket agency. So anybody who is thinking about booking a vacation #do not fly with cheap tickets, they will f*** you in the ass. I even explain my situation medically and blah blah blah but it didnāt matter at al. So thatās half a thousand Euros down the drain.
The good news is Iām getting home tomorrow and Iām looking forward to go back to my sweet Nala and have a nice walk in the park, see her enthusiasm And love.
My new Boss offered to pick me up here, which is very cool and nice. Now Iām going to the physiotherapists and afterwards I will start packing my s*** bit by bit and get prepared for tomorrow for the ride home.
Iām still a bit scared to go home but a good friend of mine is already like making the house proper and I fix myself a lot of minutes of community help for in the next weekās in which I cannot clean my own home properly. So Iām accepting help en in the future like good things for now I wish everybody a good day and God bless.
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Got back home yesterday and itās going good,
Got my house back in order but my energy levels are very low.
Trying to eat healthy but itās difficult cooking with one hand. But Iāll manage.
Thereās a sore back in my house because I got the dog yesterday back from there doggy hotel in a couple of flowers can make a lot of difference.
For now everybody good morning from out Holland
Bless
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Iām so happy youāre finally home. I can imagine how well your reunion with Nala went. I bet she was ecstatic to see you and probably attacked you with kisses and love.
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Glad to see you back!!! 
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Look at her tail, lol 
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Yeah sheās really lovely isnāt she, for the people from England, especially somewhere nearby london-stansted I guess, when Iām going on a vacation I transit on that air field. Iāll be there for like 9 hoursā¦ @Dolse71 ā¦ you nearby or maybe you can give me some extra information about what I need to show in customs when I go to London Stansted just for a transit.
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I just want to say how much this speaks to me as Iām sure it did to many. Thank you for writing this
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not close enough for a visit Iām afraid and as far as advice goes, no drugs no guns and no covid and you should be OK. 
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Yesterday morning was a b**** I mentioned the fact that I have some cravings when I got back home. That was really hard to comprehend with, I could not fathom where would came from except the fact that it was early morning and that was mostly the time Iām my receptors in my brains would go ask for more dopamines.
In the end I made a phone call to a friend and it was like maybe 10 minutes 20 most after 10 minutes I already had cold and then I took a shower and all was good. Still the biggest problem I have my energy, because of the blood loss and operation I nearly can go back and forth to the store to get some groceries. Iām literally exhausted after 20-minute walk.
I guess it all has to build up again.
On the bright side at least Iām coming outside again.
I wish yaāll a blessed and sunny day, or windy if you like that
Bless
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Iām really proud of the way you handled the cravings. Thankfully, you have a good friend that answered your call. Always remeber, you can come here, create a new topic and ask for help if your friends arenāt available. Weāre here for you my friend.
That energy loss is going to take time to build back up. Take it easy and work on it slowly. If itās too much to go get groceries, look into delivery.
Getting outside is great for your mental health and I bet Nala loves it too. Sound like youāre making good progress all around. Much love to you and Nala. 
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@050Nl Iām sorry to hear about all the things that youāve got going on but Iām grateful youāre here and look forward to learning from you and following up on how you are 
hope you have a great day
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