I woke up this morning hungover next to my wife and baby boy before going to school. I failed an exam today because I couldn’t remember the answer through the headache. I never failed an exam before.
I never thought I had a drinking problem before either.
But there’s an empty bottle on the kitchen counter, a 7/8 empty bottle on top of the fridge and a half empty bottle of stuff I don’t even like next to it.10 cans of awful cheap beer in the fridge that started as a 24 pack. I remember trying to figure out a mixer for the vodka while taking a pull off the bottle and holding my son.
Holy shit. This isn’t me. I’m out of control. I can’t control anything.
I’m starting today. I’m telling my best friend and wife. This app will be my journal.