I feel the same way about you. Your insight to this addiction has helped me to understand myself soooo much more. Thank you for being there and for being a friend 
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He:
As a bestman at a friend’s wedding
I gave a speech about love being a mutual decision, or so I’d heard
Detached and alone was all I knew
Horrified of daily life, I’d run before we even got that far, back to sq 1
Years later, when tables were turned and I heard the same speech, I finally knew
The circle closed although it took time to find, what we all are looking for
After years of maybes we made it real
She:
Going with, meeting in half way
Holding you close when nights are getting cold
I promise to have your heart
until our final moment
Both:
I will see this till the end
till end, till the end, yeah
He:
Years into us, we grow together every day
Like a stream shaping its riverbed, it carved me into who I am
I share myself, you share yourself, even problems
Is this what I was fighting against?? Huh!
After some time it finds a way,
until we get to a point where tension becomes safety
Two lives meshing deeper together, I promised to guard the flame
It’s not easy but there’s no second guessing
I’ll go with you where ever it might take me
She:
Going with, meeting in half way
Holding you close when nights are getting cold
I promise to have your heart
until our final moment
Both:
I will see this till the end
till end, till the end, yeah
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I’M SO DONE.
I really do not give a shit why ppl post themselves half naked here. I’m done trying to be considerate and understanding. Every fucking person who posts topless, nude in a bath tub or something like that, I will consider a hostile threat to my recovery. You will be muted and ignored, but then again, I guess you don’t give a shit about me either.
If you want to see topless pics or find a place where they will be appreciated, just google “topless pics”. If you can’t find any, I can give links for porn sites. No problem!
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Yes, they are a reflection of themselves not of you. Too bad they’re so fucken disrespectful. You are an aid in my recovery and I appreciate your presence here. I pray you can find a comfortable way to stay here. If you mute or ignore someone and you’re scrolling through a thread, are their posts absent?
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Thank you Michelle, I really appreciate you here too I’m learning the hard way to consider those who are invested in me and appreciate me and to not give a shit about anything else. Yeah, if you mute/ignore someone, I can’t see their posts, it just says “hidden comment” or something like that. I’ve muted all selfie threads, memes and maybe something else. I might end up with having only pets, foodies unite and a couple of private threads, LOL
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I wonder what goes on in the head of people who get publicly upset when flagged. Topless is topless. Are they going to call a cop names if they get fined for speeding? Rules are rules, no more, no less.
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I get you Jan. I respect rules, it’s just who I am. Not everyone thinks like that. I bet there are countless people who bitch to the cops when they get pulled over for speeding.
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I really don’t understand those people. You are required to know the law. Don’t go bitching when you break the law because it’s usually your own darn fault. Same goes for TS. It’s your responsibility to know the rules and follow them 
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Olivia I am so sorry! I am sure that has to be so uncomfortable for you. Thinking of you!
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Personally, I haven’t noticed a whole lot of triggering pics on TS.
However, I have a boundary to avoid all threads displaying pictures that might get me triggered.
For instance, it’s been 2 years since I’ve browsed the Sober Selfies thread. It’s much better for me that way.
I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time with it. I understand.
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That’s a good point. I am moving towards that but I’m not quite there yet. I’m still getting out of a mindset that lets people walk over me, where I don’t respect my own boundaries.
I might be more sensible tomorrow. Tonight I’m pissed and angry and mainly venting.
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Couldn’t have said it better myself so I gotta give you the credit it deserves.
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Exhausted. Last week’s employment course has taken a toll on me. It’s a good course and I’m glad I’m on it. I have not worked in such a long time that my body and mind can’t keep up with a new daily activity. I would have needed an extra day to bounce back this weekend. Oh well. The course is lightweight and ends on Thursday. It’ll be ok.
I had some cravings this weekend but nothing I couldn’t manage. Being so wiped out physically and mentally definitely helped. Exhaustion and horny don’t usually go together LOL.
I saw my reflection on a glass door today. 1st thought: I’m pretty. Maybe it’ll be the only thought one day.
TW: Fully clothed, no cleavage
EDITED: Covered the offensive nipple lamp. I’m so sorry, my bad 
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Lol Chris, ’twas actually I who made that comment. 
And FYI, it’s not offensive but funny.
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Oh well, like Milele said, she’s responsible for that joke LOL. To my defense, that lamp belongs to my landlord. I could have changed it but couldn’t be bothered. It’s not my style but I have no complaints haha
Thank you Chris! That is encouraging 
You can come take over “Security Ops” for me. That will be an employment opportunity after all I all but trainer you via zoom
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Why not? You get paid for sleeping through your shifts LOL. Easy money 
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D 256
FUCK SHIT BOLLOCKS
On the scale of 1-10 of urges and danger of relapsing, I hit 9!!!
Think I know why. Not sure how to handle it. The counter saved me. No frigging way I’m gonna reset it!
FUCK PORN!!!
Oh, heck that doesn’t really work as well as fuck fentanyl… LOL?
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