Ooooh, I love this!! 
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You have fought a good fight, my sweet friend!! 
Well done! You’re an inspiration.
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Woo hoo! Congratulations Olivia!! 
Sorry I’m late to your party.
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I had my soul cracking aka therapy this afternoon. Ugh. Sometimes I’m overwhelmed with everything I should work on and think what’s the point!! But then I have to convince myself again that change is possible and this is the only way. Stopping is not an option. I can’t afford going back to who I was. That b***h almost killed me 
I want the freedom that comes when I keep slaying my fucking gremlins.
@Lisa07 No worries! The party goes on as long as people keep popping in! 
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I’m also so so late…belated felicidades, chica. You’re such a strong and inspirational human and I appreciate reading your thoughtful posts often. You offer such insight to others that I always get something out of your responses, too. I’m so happy for you on your one year! I’m enjoying my cake in your honor 
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Hey Olivia, Congratulations for you one year a couple of days!!! Sorry for missing the meeting on Saturday.
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Congratulations on your 368 days now. That’s amazing and you have come a long way! 
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Danke sehr!!! 
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Congratulations on your year and four days
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So I had an emotional break down today. Bc of my cuckoo meds crying is difficult. I sobbed a bedsheet wet earlier, literally, so that maybe tells something about the level of my soulquake.
I found words for it but can’t speak about it. Too painful. Or something. I don’t know.
What I do know is that I’m done trying to make my life look like a Sunday school answer.
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Living life on life’s terms and all that. I know how hard it can get. Glad you found some words for it. Speak about it when it feels right. Or don’t. Your life. Hugs.
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I got over my breakdown. It actually gave me clarity for something really important. Too personal to be shared.
I’ve started a job try out in a local café. It’s part of my vocational rehabilitation. I’m not sure yet if I like it. I’ve done similar work YEARS ago. My feet hurt like hell but that’s expected. I have pro shoes and yes, I do stretching etc after work.
I don’t miss any of my previous partners but I do miss having sex. To be held, looked and smiled at. All that. Maybe some day…
From today’s bike “ride”. A tyre busted at the furthest point from my house on my ride. It’s really frustrating to walk your bike home 
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So happy for you and your new job! We all want to be loved, held, cuddled and just have someone to share our lives with. I know personally I miss that more then I’d like to admit and there’s nothing wrong with that. We’re all human and our feelings are valid. I tell myself love will come when I least expect it…well when the hell is it gonna happen?!?!? I guess when it’s my time. I’ll be waiting. In totally get where you’re coming from. Keep your head up! You are such a beautiful person and I know the right person is out there waiting for you too!
Love love the pic
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Really proud of the new job!!! It’s normal to be tired is a new rutine that you have to get used to!!!
a big hug!!
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Glad you found clarity even though during a breakdown. I hope your new job will be one you will enjoy and open new horizons for you. Thanks for the beautiful pic.
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Fuck Chris 
. Olivia, we already are good friends right? I won’t manipulate you by asking for desserts to evolve our friendship. I simply deserve them for being your very good friend right? 
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Wait… did Chris just like a post?
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Haha. Well my dear friends @anon57836609, @SoberGuyUSA and others… The chocolate we sell is high class quality stuff which means it’s EXPENSIVE. I might be able to get some for my FAMILY for Christmas 
So the rest you can submit orders 
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