One word on how you feel today

Determined2018 · May 20, 2018, 12:54pm

Scared. . .

CaptAZ · May 20, 2018, 4:19pm

Even God rested, enjoy it.

Englishd · May 20, 2018, 4:22pm

No I didn’t

CaptAZ · May 20, 2018, 4:23pm

120 days sober today. I’m gracious, humble, alive, happy, content, centered, chill, loved. I’m all the adjectives. Life’s too good to forsake for a drink.

CaptAZ · May 20, 2018, 4:24pm

Well… ya did declare a day of rest and movie watching… soooooooooo yea, ya did.

Englishd · May 20, 2018, 4:31pm

I was really hoping you weren’t going to notice that

Bear · May 20, 2018, 9:56pm

What’s up. Is everything ok.

Determined2018 · May 20, 2018, 10:32pm

Day one of this, my last drink was midnight last night and my cravings are already screaming at me, trying to stay busy. . I’m scared of the detoxing that’s to come but so far I’m ok, I worked out this morning and have been drinking a ton of water with lemon- so far just a slight headache.

Thank you for reaching out

scarletclover · May 21, 2018, 2:47am

Agitated

But feeling better now that I have had some time to myself to relax

Kakimime1 · May 21, 2018, 2:51am

Strong.
And happy.
And supported.

Englishd · May 21, 2018, 2:53am

Hey, good to see you around. I feel like it’s been a while. I could also just be losing my mind.

Kakimime1 · May 21, 2018, 2:53am

It has been a while.

Englishd · May 21, 2018, 2:54am

Everything going well I presume? You seen pretty upbeat so that’s a good sign.

Kakimime1 · May 21, 2018, 2:56am

Yeah. Today was awesome. School tomorrow, but… Yeah. Hung with a ton of people I haven’t seen in a while. So yeah. Plus I’m dealing with my PTSD like for real. So yeah. I haven’t had a flashback in almost a week and a half.

Jynxyjo · May 24, 2018, 8:58pm

Nervousssss

Nana13 · May 24, 2018, 9:02pm

Tired all day

raymondD1993 · May 25, 2018, 3:52am

I’m feelin chill

MandiH · May 25, 2018, 1:17pm

How are you doing now? Have things improved? Just thinking of you and @Lillithlane. It’s so hard to be in that position, I’m so proud of you both for staying sober in such hard times, you’re inspiring to me!

MandiH · May 25, 2018, 1:19pm

Hugs, I can imagine that’s not up there in the fun scale at all. Deep breaths, you’ve been thru worse and you’ve got this!!

Wantingmore · May 26, 2018, 2:27am

Hi MandiH . Thank you so much for the follow up! My husband and I have been arguing for 3 straight days. It’s been quite rough on my psyche. I’m emotionally drained and had some strong cravings today. But I distracted myself and forced myself to go food shopping. Lol. I made it through another day while ti could feel the devil tapping me on my shoulder. If I had to choose one word for today. It would be “relieved.” Relieved I fought the strongest cravings in a long time and won! How are you doing???