Emotional. Visit with the kids went well, wish I could redo a couple parts. I got frustrated, if it wasn’t 1 who was unhappy it was another. I was still present and working through it. After the visit I watched a draft special about Baker Mayfield and a little angel who had leukemia. She fought, went into remission, it came back and claimed her last year. I’ve been truly blessed to have such healthy and happy kids. For the longest time it was all about me, so self centered and just going through the motions of life and fatherhood. As I watched the special, the tears flowed and renewed my gratitude. This life has afforded me more than it should have, now I have to repay it and embrace it. Never take anything for granted, keep working on the me I want to be.