Over a year in and not sure if I want to keep sober

[CaptAZ]

@PhoenixSky

1. To reclaim my time, instead of wasting it sleeping off a hangover.
2. To stop making choices I’d never made sober.
3. To have a more stable mental state (maybe, it’s still rough).
4. To never drive drunk again.
5. To not dull my senses.

You wrote this a year ago. Do you think all these things won’t come back in full force?

I know a few people who made it to a year, that big ass milestone and then let the thoughts creep in, and slowly wittle down their resolve until they drink. The guys I know where back to handles within 2-3 weeks.

Like the others asked, what’s missing? Life can seem kinda dull sober, I know it, I keep finding new hobbies to work on and I’m still pretty happily sober at 19 months.