I don’t know if drinking on 91 out of 113 days is relapsing or just simply drinking.
are you really working on recovery? if so, what are you doing to get sobriety? just trying not to drink has not been enough for any alcoholic with long term sobriety that I have heard of.
here are some resources. pick three, give them a real go. in a few weeks, add some more, mix and match, untill you find a helpful combination for you. Resources for our recovery
here is what some ppl who’ve walked the walk before you have to say about what they have learnt:
Your #1 tip for sobriety (over 2 years sober)
lastly here’s something I replied to another member a little while ago that some ppl thought made a bit of sense, on the question “why do I keep doing this?”: Checking in daily to maintain focus #54 - #842 by Faugxh
good luck. it can be done. but no one other than you can do this for you.