Welcome Emilie
You are definitely not alone; many of us have been through exactly the same feelings. It definitely is a grief process ![]()
But you opened your eyes and now youâre here. It doesnât matter how long youâve had your eyes closed. What matters is what you do once you open them. The past is the past. Your power and your promise, is in the present. You always have power in the present. You always can choose. Always.
Take care and donât give up. You have lots of people who understand what youâre going through and can help. Thereâs online meetings like this 24-hour one for example Meeting please - #3 by Ewa or these Online meeting resources; thereâs in-person meetings too, just search up âalcohol recovery meeting in my areaâ & you should find some.
Thereâs a good list of podcasts and other resources (including different meeting groups) here:
Stick around here on TS too. Lots of wisdom and lots of fun here, including the pets thread, the foodies thread, the nature thread, and dozens of others. Itâs a great community.