Not really, but I find it very interesting to log things as a kind of research. And as something to look back on when I’m older.
That’s my main priority. I use this thread as accountability for doing the most important things. And also as motivation so that I can see the improvement I’ve made, even if it’s on the most basic things. And I use it to maintain focus on doing my homework.
That’s true. I’m scared that if I don’t I’ll lose myself again as I have been living on the edge for almost 2 months now and it’s really impacting my mental health. I really want to pull myself away from that edge and go back to the way I was living the first few months after rehab. My life was so much better and I know I can get back to that life, but I can’t do it in a couple of days. It took me 10 weeks of intense therapy and group sessions to get there. I can’t do that in a few days and I can’t get that in my head. Just like I forget that slumps are okay and part of the journey. What I’m in now isn’t a slump though. Being hard on myself is one of the things I want to improve in. This thread has also already helped me a lot with that.
At first, I wanted to prove myself a lot of things to feed my ego and not to disappoint others. Lately, my mindset has been shifting in a way that I now also want to do it because it makes me happy and made me happy before.
Thank you. The knowledge is there, I know what has priority and what doesn’t but I constantly find myself doing things that don’t have priority…
I don’t think I’ll be able to control the amount of fun. I’m becoming that age where you can’t succeed with only fun 
Absolutely. I’m going for a run ASAP, which will probably be Saturday due to work and school.
Fuck. I have to cycle 15km to work in the middle of the rain front…
Thank you all for caring about me, I may not show it very often, but I do really appreciate it 