I am just glad you are leaning into AA and finding strength there. I spent some time homeless many years ago when I was younger. I was still using and got myself into some bad situations. Sounds like you are working with your situation as best you can and much more wisely. There is some peace in that I think. Smart staying hydrated …the desert sucks it out of you for sure.
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Hey mate! I’m all good over here thanks. As @RosaCanDo mentioned, I’ve been busy, but in a totally good way. Lots of things changing for me. Hope you’re doing well too 
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How are you doing @Jennajen ?
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I am soing well, sober! Was honest with my friends about my relapse and they have been great about supporting me 
thank you for checking up on me 
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@DowntroddenGoat , baaaaa?
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Thank you for the update. That sounds great. Having a support system around you 
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Does anyone know of @eph-M-eral?
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Thank you for thinking of me @Diamonster @JasonFisher and @Bomdhil
And thank you my sweet @Becsta for letting everyone know I’m alive and well!!
Life has just been an absolute shit show and my world crumbled around me. I had zero desire to drink through it all though. I’ll post an update somewhere, but if a miracle didn’t happen by this month, my decision was to no longer live. It’s not what I necessarily wanted, just the only option I felt I had. I got my affairs in order, instructions, passwords, daily videos for my daughters, lots went into it. Alas, I got my miracle. I never gave up though. I was fighting like a mofo. I was going to fight until the last second. I have nowhere else to put this. I’m just glad I don’t have to do it. I went through an intensely dark period. Part of my fight means my day is incredibly busy with little time for sleep. So, I’m very deprived there. Averaging 1-3 hours a night. That’s changing now! I’m working very hard to get adequate sleep.
Sorry to dump such negativity on my first 5 minutes back. Not sure how often I’ll be able to post, but I miss you guys. I just couldn’t say a word to anyone about what I was doing.
And!!! @MrCade YOU’RE HOME!!! Congrats! I did a spit take when I saw you posting. I’m so glad it’s over and that you’re back!!
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@Squirt are you doing alright?
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I’m glad you got your miracle!
Thanks for the update!
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I’m so happy to see you, you’re missed here. 
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Thank you for the update. This sounds overwhelming. I hope you can get back to a bit more sleep somehow. And share to get it all out. 
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So happy to see you @Girlinterrupted!! Glad you had that miracle happen and looking forward to hearing all about your shit show when and if you’re ready to share. Keeping you in my thoughts for a brighter future.
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I am home, yes. But I’m solely focused on sobriety, marriage and work. I hardly ever hip on TS anymore. I think that’ll change in time though. We’ve just been working really hard lately.
1295 days 
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You made the miracle happen.
So glad you did.
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Really missing @jay.liza today 
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Where did she go 
?
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She left the forum earlier this week. Her account has been anonymized. 
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Well that is sad
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I’m not sure what that means - anonymized. She deleted her profile?
Aww man 