Did I mention my IG, follow me here, follow my career here?
I think one or two people from the site follow me on SM or my ventures, but I have personal relationships with them, I kept to my “this is for support for me” not a place to promote me
Thank you I am doing okay, thank you for thinking of me. My elderly cat has had some health issues, I recently had a friend die, my mother just had major surgery, and a basket of other things that have all wanted my attention. Tie that into the holiday season (which tends to just exhaust me by the end), and my own health problems and I’ve sort of fallen off the map in some ways.
Life most certainly can kick our asses sometimes. Sobriety has been okay, though there have definitely been days when I’ve felt like giving up. Mostly due to my overall exhaustion. The lack of sleep from my cat waking me up all through the night for the last three years has been a blow to my health and stamina, but she is family and while she has many health issues, she’s not ready to move on yet. I don’t want to lose her. She’s been in my life for 19 years, but I am also ready to let her go when it’s her time. It’s a difficult situation on many fronts. I think I will be fine though. The downside has been that it makes it hard to give up caffeine and my sugar cravings have gone through the roof over time!
My sweet kitty wakes me up during the night, she’s insistent. I can give her wet food before I go to sleep, it’s in there but she still wants to wake me up to show it to her. She’s capable, she just acts like a baby sometimes. Last night she woke me up three separate times. She doesn’t want to just wake me up she wants me to wake up and get up. After I do then she settles back in and she goes sound asleep.
Sometimes I wonder if she isn’t trying to save me from a certain death. Thinking about you and your precious.
Thank you Cats are strange aren’t they? Sometimes I think mine just wants to make sure I’m still around, alive, and that she can find me But beyond having to wake up in the middle of the night to both feed and medicate her, I think her hyperthyroid has progressed to the point that the medication only helps minimally, so she’s always hungry and wants me to know it! Who can understand the minds of cats??? I’ll try not to be a stranger