How ya holdin up @Heddy??
Hi Gabe, thanks for checking in. I’m hanging in there at Day 122.98. Four months snuck up on me when I wasn’t even looking…or counting. It used to be hard to watch other people drinking, but now it doesn’t so much register. I did a poetry slam in front of an audience and was so nervous. Did it sober. I’ve conquered so many situations that, before, would have required a drink. My mom is end stage Alzheimer’s and I’m grieving with a clear head.
I head to Europe this week. Am I confident I won’t drink? No. It will really be one day at a time. But I’ve already travelled so far and ventured into unfamiliar territory that has stopped feeling daunting. No matter what happens, what I choose, I’ve grown.
What a great word. Conquered indeed!! What a win. Public speaking is a huge fear for most people. It would have been pretty easy To “rationalize” a drink to “take the edge off” or “calm the nerves” But no, you Conquered!!
Ha, what would you say if 123 days ago someone you would be doing a poetry jam bone sober??
Thanks for the share pal. 4 months is a long friggin time!! Congratulations:)
Great news @Bill_Phillips - she was such a huge part of the forum and hopefully will be again.
Thank you for not forgetting or giving up on me
Lovely news !! She is missed .tell her the Norwegian said hi
I will thank you
Very very good : Veldig veldig bra
Im suprised wow half Norwegian yeah i heard its easier to speak it than writing it when not used to it . Im sure you would be perfectly good travelling Norway. Bodysigns would do it too lol . Our schools does teach English so we not that bad either i guess .
Thats cool and as long as it worked lol win win
I am walking on sunshine these days. Life is better and better everyday! I am on to a new project and super excited about it.
Just hit 240 days and feel like this might actually stick!
Went to a great meeting tonight and can’t even express in words the gratitude I feel towards being sober!
Congrats on 240 day that is Great work Gratitute is superb , happy for you
Thanks. Not doing too bad. Slight relapse recently but seeing it as a long journey not a one round fight.
Your message has helped. much appreciated.
Pick yourself up and get back on the track mate. Hope nothing too crazy happened.
hey @TheSundanceKid haven’t seen you around in a minute. Just wanted you to know you are missed. Hope you are thriving and all is well!
oh good! Yeah that would be cool. I don’t always notice if someone gets on or catch all the check ins. Glad to hear it!
Haha I feel like I am too. But it’s my last and most helpful social media app left! I think if we’re going to be addicted to something this a great app to be addicted to! Just sayin. Baby steps.
Lmao Autumn! We all know that moderation is not possible!