Alcohol Free: 176 Days
Nicotine Free: 18 Days
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Lost my friend today. I want to drink. I’m not saying I’m going to but I definitely want to and I’m just being honest about it. We used to party and drink at the nightclubs and have so much fun in my early 20’s before drinking became a problem for me. It feels like something I want to do to reminisce on the good times. However, I know I will over drink, I know it will make me feel worse, I know it help or change nothing. I’m just really sad at her untimely death from a drug I had no clue she’d ever partake in. I’m in shock. I can’t believe I lost one of my best friends.
Rest In Peace A.
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@zzz
I think @Fargesia_murielae means conversion to other base numbers.
251 days equals:
Decimal:
251
Binary:
11111011
Quaternary:
3323
Octal:
373
Hexadecimal:
FB
Base 32:
7R
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So very sorry for your loss Shay 
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So, sorry @Desire2ChangeToday Shay. That’s hard. Sending you some hugs tonight. Take care of yourself.
Peace to all affected by their passing.
Terrible news indeed
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I’m so sorry, Shay. That is beyond awful.
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You go Cate!!! Rocking the numbers!!!
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Right back at you Mr. K 
@Desire2ChangeToday
What a beautiful picture. How hard for u, it is gut-wrenching to lose a friend. My deepest sympathies.
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Sorry for your loss, Shay. Words fail me. I’m glad you’re here, though.It’s ok to be sad. Grieve safely. And reach out to us if you need to talk. We’re here for you! Sending you 
and strength!
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@AnonymousD don’t be sorry, I could have wrote the same exact message… with the same kind of insight…thanks for sharing.
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Thank you very much for your reply and for taking your time to read my post.
@AnonymousD end of day 15 for me. When I start thinking about the next morning where I could drink… I re-focus on right now, just this day, this instant … and I’ll take care of tomorrow tomorrow.
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So so sorry to hear about your friend, Shay. I’ll light a candle for her. 
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Fair play to you. I still have these drink temptation thinking each time I go through tough day at work.
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Thank you!! You really helped make my day🙏 and I’m so grateful for you and your continued days✨
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Day 528. I’m struggling. I don’t know for sure why (lots of possibilities) or what to do (lots of options). I’m tired of being in this position. I’m not tempted to drink or anything, but I am feeling desperate. Tomorrow I’m going to try kick-starting myself again — it sometimes helps — taking a day focused on catching up, cleaning up, planning, preparing, self care, and jump in to the first big task with both feet, if I get that far.
Got meds adjusted too, we’ll see if that helps.
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