Thank you 
I hope you had an amazing day.
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why does anything have to matter, enjoy a mental rest.
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Day 22. Still feeling a lot of residual stress from yesterday’s events. This has effectively triggered thoughts of relapsing all day. However, I feel more of a witness to it rather than feeling like it’s going to consume me. Still, I’ve been on my toes reminding myself all day that this is going to pass. Right now I’m just doing my best to not force the scale to tip.
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Devil’s lettuce 
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155 days clean from heroin and meth first time here love life right now.
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Hey @Mno
I am excited by you gouging down the 
ice cream. I should try that when I get home from work.
Checking in to stay focused on my journey to stay sober as long as I can. Sailing into my 29th day of sobriety. I can’t wait to see my dashboard with 30 days on the board.
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I started with a long post, but this is no place for political issues. I hope you’re all staying safe and healthy during this. And we’re all here for you. 
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You’re too funny Paul 
congratulations on 13 days of sobriety my friend
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Glad you are here and able to share. This is a good place for people like us
Congrats on 60 days @RX24!! Good for you for not picking up a drink. A lot of us can relate in this heat.
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Congrats on 60 days! Isn’t waking up sober the best?
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Between Sobriety and my high raw vegan journey, I am so high on life, I wish I could explain it. I don’t know if it’s all of the amazing health benefits or the confidence build that comes from the amount of discipline attained from the practice of abstinence. Either way, I’m super duper truly proud of my self and I’m feeling good physically, mentally and spiritually. My real estate business has been fruitful and I’ve been able to save so much money. I have an aggressive $3000 a month savings goal and I’m already on pace to have saved that and we’re barely on the 1st week of July. Just so grateful for my growth, especially during such trying times. I turned off the TV and told my future yes while everyone is focused on what’s wrong with the world. I spent so many years worrying about what’s wrong with the world. I guess it gave me a subconscious excuse to ignore what’s wrong with me and even made it easy to use it as a reason for why nothing was going right with me. No more. I choose myself this season. I’m 27 lbs down from where I was this time last year. I’m happier. I’m more focused. I have direction in my life. I thank this forum for my progress because I’m not working a program. My only system of accountability is my “Why”, and these daily check ins and knowing I’m not in this alone when I read your stories. I love you guys. Thank you for this community you’ve created and maintained. I hope everyone’s been doing their best to make the most of such trying times and if not I hope to have been some glimmer of inspiration. 
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You are inspiring Shay! Thanks for sharing your journey with us! It’s so cool to read about your progress. Keep up the amazing work.
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As are you Cristel, Thank you!
Thank you for being here. You’re an inspiration to me.
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This made me happy to read. Congrats on all your success 
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Hey guys, checking in at the end of day 3.
Did more in a day then I did in last week, school-stuff wise.
Going to make some good old sober dreams.
Have a good day/night everyone.
Let’s go!
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@Desire2ChangeToday
U are putting in the effort and getting the results u deserve. Go you!
Day 19
I have been suffering from ice-pick headaches. Google informs me they are usually harmless (how rare for the internet doctor!) But if they continue I will go and check it out.
We have a litter of stray kittens in our garden. I am a big cat person and my husband hates and is slightly allergic to them. He was not impressed when I bought food to feed them. He has finally come round to the idea of keeping one as an outdoor cat, and another friend will foster the others. He has threatened to divorce me and murder the cat if I bring it in the house. I don’t think he would do either of those things but I don’t like the hyperbole. Anyway, he comes in the house when he is not here and I hoover like a crazy person.
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