My friend. That alcohol is a bitch. You know this. It’s always calling out to us. It’s our job to quiet the noise and distract ourselves and keep busy and occupied and do something safe…whatever that looks like.
I can totally relate to you. I’ve been working from home the last 2 years and with the divorce being the same amount of time; I’ve been living alone…in my cozy 500sq ft studio. For most of my 30 years I was a 5:00 drinker. Since working from home the vodka shots started at 7am. All day. Every day. I too am alone. I don’t have any friends either. In a way I like my own space but I do miss company. It’s not easy. I never thought and always wondered how am I going to quit drinking when all the odds are against me? Isolation, no connections, no accountability, etc.
Well I’m living proof this could be done…even if I’m still early in my sobriety. But if you asked my family you’d think I’d have 20 years under my belt. You have some serious time my friend. That is truly awesome work. It’s an inspiration to me. It’s not worth giving up all that blood, sweat and tears that got you here.
Pulling and rooting for you my friend. Totally believe in you 
In my memory I will always see the town that I have loved so well 
Trying to pass time and make the Day Come to end so I can sleep and hopefully feel better tomorrow. Not having the worst of withdrawls, at least not yet. Other times quit drinking I did not have really bad withdrawls that may occure, so think Im lucky that way, when I think about how bad my drinking was all those times. Do any have expiriense that the withdrawls get worse for everytime sobering up, or if they get less, the same? Im always scared that this time quitting I will get the worst withdrawls, like I will die of it
you, and yes I have been doing the same it’s something I have always done wen putting everything down. Showing myself all lovely 
things in life 