Checking in daily to maintain focus #32

Sorry JJ, my DOC is alcohol so I’m afraid I can’t help you. I just don’t know about your thing. This is a worldwide site, so people are at all sorts of points in their day. Many will be asleep.
All I can say is don’t use whatever it is you’re thinking of using. Hang in there. Help will be along soon.

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Thankyou mate
No I got nothing left now I was 5 days in to espranor detox at home but I had a sliver of a 2 mg tablet and cabed in about 5 this morning I can’t get no more I’ve literally locked myself away from everyone and everything I gotta get off this shit it’s ruining my life and I’ve had enough I’m jus worried because I took 0.75 of espranor this morning and thinking I gotta start all again now :see_no_evil::rage:

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Day 76. Woke up from a dream my ex gf was pregnant from another guy. Woke up in like a panic lol and I made a mistake a texted her saying I missed her so much . I tortured her in active addiction . No response. In past I would say fuck it and release cuz of it . Nooooooo I made a mistake I won’t let it eat me alive. Just continue to have faith and push forward. Have good day everyone

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Congrats, Olivia, you’re doing so great!

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I have no knowledge of the subject either sorry JJ. There is some info onsite here: Search results for 'espranor ' - Talking Sober - Addiction Recovery Forum & Support Group or maybe try a search for buprenorphine. Success!

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Congrats Olivia! Awesome work lady!

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Thank you!
& @Tomek
& @Mno :slight_smile:

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Thankyou :heart:

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Big congratulations @SoberGuyUSA wonderful achievement!

@Jj2021 I don’t understand ur situation, but hope someone more knowledgeable can help u out or that search works.

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Hi John,

Welcome to the forum! If you use the search bar :mag: in the top right you can look up all kinds of things, like the results @Mno posted to you.

Some posts have tags (which can be added when people make posts, and also added by regular members to existing posts) to help make them easier to find. There are a few recent threads with the tag ‘opiates’:

https://talkingsober.com/tag/opiates

This thread also has some general info about the forum and links to lots of threads which might be helpful to you :blush:

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Day 351
I am still at work for a few more days and the kids are off. That means preparing their lunch in the evening for the next day, coming home from work to a house that looks like a bomb hit it, then once I am home they are ‘bored’ and want attention. Grateful for healthy, loving children, but lacking a little time to myself.

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About to pass my longest stretch of 47 days on my ED.

I had 210 resets on that counter this past year.

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Congrats Beth!!!
Maybe you have 210 resets, but you have picked yourself up 211 times. That speaks volumes about your relentlessness and no-nonsense attitude! Whoop whoop!!!

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Hey all, checking in on day 409. I hope everyone has a good one :slightly_smiling_face:

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Congratulations, Olivia! :birthday::four_leaf_clover::innocent::confetti_ball:

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Just encountered a 15k watermelon :watermelon: for 3,50 euro,
39 Celsius allready and with my arm the taking it back to appartment part sucked…

Check in…

Bless ya’ll

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Vielen Dank!

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  1. Check in. Got call this am to come and join family for tail end of holiday. Only an hour away so have joined them now. Heading to an aquarium now. Have a sober day everyone.
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Day 997.
Exhausted from this weather. Endless rain. Sunday will bei 18 deg here. I feel like I read, really need vacation but can’t plan yet which adds to my mood.
Excited and prepared I am for the kittens to come tomorrow evening. I am taking Friday off to not rushing them and I think I might not sleep too well tomorrow night.

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I’ve no experience with your doc but years of experience with cravings and having that first one. At some point we just have to get uncomfortable and sit through it, you already know what happens when we have just a little bit it never stops there. So here we are back at the beginning and it’s the only place any of us can start, stop making excuses bc trust me next time you have a craving you will manage to get your hands on it if that’s what you want but STOP, BREATHE and REACH OUT. Many times I’ve sat on this forum wasting away the hours to stop me picking up. I’m proud of you for even realising that one is too many, it’s the beginning of a very important learning curve.

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