Checking in daily to maintain focus #42

Checking in:
2 years
18 weeks
And 1 day.
But who’s counting?
This fucking guy!! That’s who!!
It’s very important to me. And it’s part of what works “for me.”
Been super busy with the move. Getting old. Can’t do as much as quickly as I use too. Being sober helps me to “easy does it.” So what if I haven’t unpacked ALL the boxes yet. I’ll get to them……when I get to them.
I guess in the old days, since I drank ALL the time, I tried to make up for it by working harder or longer or more or faster so I could justify, that I can drink all day and get EVERYTHING done. How exhausting is that? I’m not exhausted. I’m not drinking. My back isn’t in pain from overdoing it. I’m certainly not hungover. I’m calm when things don’t go right. And it’s Freaking Awesome!!
:pray:t2::purple_heart::cactus:

I’m grateful for each ODAAT of my sobriety that I’ve counted.

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